I just got home from my best friends house.
I walk in and my step mom starts yelling at me.
My mom just told me to kill myself I wish I didn't go home.
She said maybe if I was gone things would be better and I was like so you want me dead and she goes yeah I would love if you would kill yourself.
I locked myself in the bathroom and I'm just so done like hasn't she realized that I've almost done it more then once.
I'm grateful I have a really good best friend that will let me be there whenever I want.
Every time I need it, she's there for me.
