✓ Chasing the Sun ৷ SEUNGWOO

CHAPTER 19: closure.

this part is the day that seungwoo and eve talked. some of the questions will be answeres here... ig.

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HAN SEUNGWOO

"Eve..." I called her name. "Why did you came back?"

"I... I personally came here to fixed the things I've done to you two years ago."

"If you think that I am coming back from you, I'm sorry but I already moved on." It still hurts but I already love someone else, and that was Chloe.

"I know that, Woo. I'm just here to clear everything between us." She said and sighed deeply. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Seungwoo. I'm sorry I got tired. I'm sorry if I disappeared. I felt so scared because I couldn't find you anywhere. I gave everything. I gave you everything, I just feel all my strength was emptied. I'm sorry I hurt you."

Sorry isn't enough, Eve. You ruined everything. But this isn't the day that I should be immature. It's been two years, expect that this will happen.

"Sorry. I'm sorry if I wasn't there when you needed me the moat. Sorry if I wasn't there when you needed someone to hold onto. I'm sorry if I didn't protect you. I didn't even get to protect you."

It so hurt to think that I was only the second one in your heart. Everytime I'm seeing you with him, I was just closing my eyes. And every nights that you're with him, I almost can't breathe. I was hugging the bottle of tequilla. Murmuring in the table, waiting the sun to shine so that we could be together again.

"I got scared. I was so scared. But I wanted to be there. I wanted to be there when you were hurting. But I wasn't... Maybe because I was slowly beginning to understand that we weren't for each other."

I am hurting if you're holding his hand. You're with him and the day time, you're mine in the night time. But everytime I open my eyes, you're already gone. I want you to be mine. If only I could took you away from him. If you're not for me, always remember that I loved you.

I really hurts to love like this. I chose you but I didn't have you. But I have to accept that someone's already owning your heart. Even it's heavy for my heart, I can't confess it. I'll bear the pain, just don't leave me. It's hard to think that I was the one who borrows you from him. That's why you decided to not tell everyone.

And even it is wrong, I still fight for it. Even though I know that you loved someone else. I gave everything, even though you gave me pain.

In that situation, I don't know where to go. I know that it's hard and wrong but it's also hard to surrender. How can you wear the ring that I've bought for you, someone already gave you one.

"We tried, right? We gave it our best fight, right?" Even whispered between her sobs.

"Yeah. We tried... I want to thank you for all the memories you gave me. We may not have been able to do all the things we used to dream about together, the life we shared is enough for me. I'm happy that you are happy."

"I want you to be happy, too. Thank you."

"Thank you, Eve."

"Thank you Woo. Thank you, thank you, thank you..."

Seungwoo signalled Even to go closer to him, as he cupped her face and whispered, "Oh God. I want you to know that I forgive you."

"I forgive you, too." Added Eve.

They let go and smiled at each other. This is the last moment they'll see each other. Everything that connects them will be ended up here... right now. The red strings that was attached to each other were finally cutted.

"I need to go... take care of yourself. Goodbye, Han Seungwoo."