A lot of you might say or think I have it easy.
You're not wrong. Compared to most and older people, I do.
But I don't feel like I do. I feel emotionally drained pretty much all the time. I can be happy and upbeat one moment just to plummet and come back down to earth the next.
You know what I mean right? To feel like you're having the best time of your life just to come back to reality and feel how tired you are. Maybe even remember the things you have to do that day and in the near future. Or maybe it's that you start thinking of things that you really wanna do but know you can't. At least not now or even ever.
So yeah, in your eyes I have it easy. And let's be honest, I probably do. But it doesn't feel like that. It feels the exact opposite, Like I'm caring the whole world on my shoulders and if I mess up I'll drop and break it.
I just wish more people would understand that and not just brush off my emotions as if they're nothing.
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Fifteen
RandomThings I as a fifteen year old thinks/feels. Maybe others, that are my age of not, might be feeling the same things/can relate. If not that's ok too.Just here so that these things aren't trapped in my head. And who knows, maybe I can help someone or...
