In a world of past heartbreaks and shattered trust, Jungkook's walls stood tall, shielding him from further pain. Taehyung, a bright presence in his dark world, sought to erase the scars etched on Jungkook's fragile heart. Devoted to cherishing him...
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Jungkook gulped hard. "Cause maybe I don't know you so I can't harm you or make fun of you. And man I'm damn sure you surely aren't gonna tell anyone. Look, bottling up is your choice but I'm telling you it will only make your situation worse. It will only make you distant. And in the end, you will get lost. And funnily you won't be able to blame anyone for that but yourself."
The boy looked into Jungkook who was deep in thoughts. Jungkook was trying to process each and every word in his mazed mind. His hesitating movements show how desperate he is deep inside….
The boy breaks into a soft smile. He drank some water and offered jungkook some too which he took instantly.
"How about I tell you some stories to make you feel a bit at ease?" As Jungkook stayed motionless so he shrugged his shoulders and approved himself.
" I have known someone once who just wanted to run. Run from his thoughts so that he could hide from his own ceaseless questions. Keeping them all alone. Keeping them until his eyelids get all heavy and his chest tries to get steady, until he is only left tearstained...
Thinking all about a person that has done nothing but to use him, he steps aside…" Jungkook was looking at the boy with so much intensity as he wanted to know more. Because he had felt that way.
"Don't let anyone in. They will only use you. Will make you feel disposed. This only thing could shake him in fear. No one really steps in his shoes. They never tend to. Never tried to know what he had gone through nor what he heard in his head all the time…
They could only say, 'don't be sad, just be happy.'....and walk away.
There was nothing to fight him more than his own fucking self. He was sick of himself. He intends to hurt anyone before they could hurt him. Until they threaten to leave him. Until they praised him for being changed.."
The yellow-haired boy signed and looked at Jungkook whose lips were slightly trembling, he bites them in an urgency to stop and blinked those chestnut brown eyes in order to stop those rushing tears. Because for the first time his exulansis stopped.
"He got distant. Distant from his own family, from his so-called friends who told him to believe them which he can't. I'm fine. It's what he only says if asked and having a fake smile is enough for them to buy it. Just for a mere bastard, he was unable to believe anyone. He shut everything up. Even those who really cared for him.
He thought there is no fucking way he gonna be the same guy again. He will be left alone. Not until he meets someone...
Someone who made him realize how worth he is. How capable and power he holds to. How beautiful his true self is. How lovable he can be. Someone who took all the shattered pieces together and made an art out of it.."
The boy had a wide grin on his face as did Jungkook who has an adorable smile represented through those glittering eyes.
"So what I'm trying to say is, Everyone has a chapter that they don't wanna read out loud. But to have at least one reader is enough for them to blossom again. Maybe not now, maybe a bit later someone will definitely come and make vibrant hues to your world. All you have to do is to let them in. Cause whatever condition you are in, remember it is not your conclusion….."
