Infinite Love

You

See haven't touched your skin in four months and the human skin replenishes every 27 days.. You've never touched this skin and I don't think you ever will..

You didn't want to leave, I can feel it..

But the fact that she came in between was something you didn't want to try and prevent..

You killed it, you saw me sitting there and didn't even dare look my way and say you're sorry for breaking the porcelain China, expensive China..

My heart broken into a million pieces, something that can't be put back together, Its not a puzzle.. You would of thought that I was gonna sit there and wait til the bullshit was over so I can go back running to where one day I believed I belonged but I didn't because the place was taken by some trash who never cared if you were ok, who never cared if you ate, who never cared if you made it home safe, who never made that one phone call to tell you "I love..."

But this girl, the one writing this poem, was the one who cared if you were ok, cared if you ate, cared if you made it home safe... But never had the courage to tell you she loves... You! She still cares.. It hasn't changed, she hasn't changed, you come across my mind once in awhile, the memories of once upon a time but the unhappy ending, where the Prince never got the Princess, where he never came looking for her, where the glass shoe never fit.. Broken was the Princess with no enchantment.. And no Prince to save her and kiss her from the poisonous life she once lived.. That girl is gone.. The question is why?! Why didn't you want to leave?! Why didn't you have the courage to save me?! Why til this day i still wait when i said i wasn't anymore?! Because what i know is true, what i feels is real, you were never suppose to let me go, you'll be back... Eventually.. But then it might be to late, it's already to late, my broken heart is buried 6 feet under unable to feel what it once felt.. Unable to sacrifice, unable to feel happiness, unable to love... You!