Wake up in the morning, i feel fresh because i slept early and later on i feel depressed not totally but yes, a moderate one. if everyone thinks that I'm not then jokes on you coz we are all human being, we can't avoid to feel sad but doesn't mean we take our own life. that's very wrong. in my case, i feel depressed but i still continue to live on.
life is not like a happy go lucky, sometimes a mountain hill and a lot of snakes. a difficult road to take path because that's how we supposed to live. just like mine, their words are like a swords that deeply my wound but it doesn't mean i should stop to live, i must live in order to conquer the trials that gave me and i ask for it to increase my patience, and i should be grateful because this test is not just benefits for me but also to have patience in life.
and i know this path i choose, there'll be a lot of trials are waiting for me to finish them off. im afraid and nervous but knowing God wouldn't put you in a situation that you couldn't handle it. don't questions, he knows the best. we are just his creations and he's the creator.
it's okay to feel sad, after all we are all human beings.
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once upon a time, i used to be happy.
Horror"u talked so much and because of that i hate myself."
