Nothings changed
I've been paranoid about the forest lately. I had a bad feeling about the creek so i didn't bother jumping on the rocks like i usually do. I still go there, but i start to get this gut feeling whenever i enter.
Friday was the worst. Lunch had just started and A classmate stumbled upon a facebook post of a defenceless girl getting her head poorly cut off with a kitchen knife. It was the first time i've seen actual murder taking place. I'm not traumatized just a bit shook.
i can't seem to remember my dreams.
Mental freak out on friday. I felt things and i was kicking and screaming. No one was home so i cried for an hour. I don't know why but i felt sad and angry. Maybe something about my mother but i can't remember her face. I can't remember what it was about.
Similar to a one where i had a knife and was screaming on the kitchen floor. I can't remember why i break down like this but it's relieving afterwards.
