ive gotten unbearably sick and i cant speak
somethings wrong and i lost my voice
i don't suspect its covid
the otherday i saw footprints in the snow and i followed them while walking w my dog
then i felt this derealization and i couldnt feel my body. i dont remember much but after that i got sick and ive been sick for 9 days and 6 hours. The footprints led to the stream where i used to daydream in my previous chapters. the thing is
ive been dreaming about him ive been dreaming my head hurts
he's in every crevice of my mind and its making me sick what do i do
ive taken pictures but all of them have blurred and i dont think i can do this anymore
im sick imsickimsickimsick
and i hate him
he's wasted my time
i cant do this
ims ick im sick
im leaving him alone
