You get home from school, no-ones home, it's the perfect time to end it. No-one will know.. until later on, no-one will care though. You walk over to your desk and pick up a pen and a piece of paper. You know it's time to go, you've told yourself a million time but this time you know it's real. You're sick of your parents, you hate being at home, your grandparents are gone, your bestfriend thinks she knows you, but all she ever does is put all her problems on you and you can't handle it and as if the bullying at school isn't already enough. You write a letter to your parents telling them that you're sorry, you're sorry they didn't care about you, you're sorry if this hurts them, you're sorry you can't do this anymore. You don't know who you are and you don't belong here. You tell your brother how sorry you are, you tell him that you can never thank him enough for always being there and you hope that everyday he coms out of his shell more. You tell him how proud you are of him because he used to be a little boy who was bullied most days and wouldn't talk to anyone, not even really, yo, and now he's grown into an amazing young man who has made many great friends and built a wonderful relationship with you. You tell him that one day, you'll help him find an amazing girl that he can treat like a princess and marry. You tell him to look after your best friend because she needs someone but you can't be that someone anymore. You tell your bestfriend that you love her and you're sorry you've left. You tell her that you have to go, things are too hard. You tell her that she has to live on, for you, she has to sort herself out so she can live her life to the full. You tell her if she ever needs anyone to go to your brother, he'll be there. You don't expect anyone to understand because they never will. You jst keep telling everyone how sorry you are. You apologise to everyone you can think of.. including yourself. You're sorry for putting them through all the pain, you're sorry for being the nucence that no-one wanted, you're sorry for not being strong enough. The last words you write are "I'm so sorry, don't be upset because I'm gone because I'll still be watching over you. I love you all so much. I'm sorry. Goodbye."
