Your bestfriend tries to talk to you, like she does everyday but there's no reply. You always reply, what's going on?! She decides to ring you but there's no answer.
The next day.. Your dad had the job of ringing your best friend. He can barely speak but he mustered the courage and says "She's.. not.. here." as he begins to break down. Your best friend doesn't understand but she know's somethings not right. She decides to come to your house. As soon as she arrives, your family are just sitting there, silently, staring at the letter you left. No-ones on the chair you and your brother faught over because you always said that's your chair. You can't fight your brother for it anymore because you're not there. No-one will sit in that chair ever again. Your bestfriend sees the letter and realises what's going on, she freezes, she feels numb. Every cut on her body starts tingling. Her whole world just came crashing down but you can't stop it. You can't help her anymore because you're not there. Your bestfriend refuses to eat because she's "too fat and it's not fair to you because you can't eat." Your mother and father can't even look each other in the eye because all they see is you. Your brother won't speak to anyone anymore because you were the one he trusted the most. You can't tell him to talk to his friends because he's not going to hear you. You can't talk to him about what's wrong anymore because you're not here. He cries himself to sleep every night and you can't give him that one last hug to make him feel better. He wakes up crying, he cries so much that he vomits everyday. You can't look after him anymore though because you're not here. You chose to end it. You are the reason he is sick, you are the reason your parents can't look at each other. You're the reason your bestfriend your best friend won't eat.
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3 days after you passed, your brother finally works up the courage to read your letter. He breaks down. Even though you said it's not his fault, he doesn't believe you. He thinks that he could have done more for you. He reads the letter to your parents and they don't move. They're so numb, all they can do is cry. Your bestfriend has been visiting your family everyday. Your brother reads her the letter and she felt like her heart shattered into a million pieces. She falls to the ground crying and screaming.
