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jealousy isnt a good look

"what was this feeling?"
"the constant feeling of missing out, wishing it was me, not her."
"ugh ⟟ wanted to rip out her hair, gorge out her ugly dull eyes, dislocate get her soft jaw ,MAKE HER PERMANENTLY PARALYSED SO THAT SHE COULDN'T GO TO HIS FAVOURITE PLACE TOGETHER .. yet still he would choose her , not me.
What was it? was it the way i walk? laugh? talk? or was it my smile? the way ⟟ part my hair? my eyes? or maybe there wasn't anything wrong with me, maybe, it was just because i wasn't 𝒉𝒆𝒓.

•••𝙍𝙀𝘼𝙇𝙄𝙎𝘼𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉 •••
𝙎𝙝𝙚 was good at everything and everything i was good at , 𝙨𝙝𝙚 would do better. Be it maths or english or art 𝙨𝙝𝙚 was better, but no matter how much attention he gave 𝙝𝙚𝙧 .. he always came back to me. Calling my name in class ,making up nicknames for me and even pushing into the lines to walk next to me, but this is no love story, because sooner or later everything would stop.. the texting and calling and playing games. Why? you must ask. Well, over the summer break everything would change,and so would the classes and the relationships with people, it was too good to be true..𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙡𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙙 , 𝙞𝙩 𝙞𝙨 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙪𝙜𝙚...

(this song correlates with the story plot fyi)