Hate me, I love you

I'm crying but you don't care,
You're running though the door into nowhere.
If you need help, i'll be there,
I promise.

You played with me,
like if I was a meme.
Behind me, you can't see, how i feel,
But girl, It's real.
God I can't do this anymore,
I liked the time before... you changed.

And you told me to keep distance,
Didn't thought about the consequence.
,,I'm fine", thats what i've said,
Stupid thoughts are running though my head.
It doesn't matter to you,
Cause you don't see the fucking truth.

He talks shit behind your back,
That's what i've said, when we first met.
But you told me I was lying,
And now you're the one who is dying.
He can't tell you what's going on,
His love is gone.
It's a bet,
Don't trust him and run.
I'll take the gun, i'm to numb,
I just think about you.

One shot in the Leg,
Second, Bloody back.
The third is his head,
He's dead.
Red Everywhere,
Come on, i'll take you there.
That's your best nightmare, i swear.
Fuck, the police.
With the gun in my hand, i'll take a stand.

Into jail,
Take the next trail.
See ya sometime,
Now it's your time to shine.
I'm counting on you, don't make the same mistake, all boys are fake.
Don't do that to me again,
Cause know you now, what it's like to be in Pain.