Chapter 1

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Title: Living in shame..

Y/n's pov

"Hellooo? y/n are you even listening to me?!" A Blond girl in front of me sat looking like she would explode any second, I gave her a quick glance before I rolled my eyes "No I am sorry Emma.. I- I was just-" Before I could continue my excuse Emma stopped me by raising her hand in front of me.

"Nuh-uh, girl save it" She took a deep breath before continuing "You really have to pull yourself together y/n.. Summer is soon coming and you still haven't gone on a single date! You said in the beginning of high-school that you would find someone before school ended!" She crossed her arms and looked away, sigh "Emma.. that was three years ago, I was a stupid bean head drooling over guys".

Emma started to giggle probably imagining me with a bean as a head, I realised the bell rang and Emma swiftly stood up picking up her plate of food when she realised class was about to start. "FUCK" I burst out, shoving a last spoon of soup into my mouth. I then stood up running with my plate after Emma to place them at the dishing table. We both giggled as we ran out of the cafeteria and down the hall. After running a while we split up into our different classes.

"oh y/n.. Could you really try at least once not to be late" The teacher said with sympathy in his voice, like he really didn't want to write in the papers that I was late once again. I looked down at my feet " I am sorry, I could give it a better try next time Mrs James". He nodded to show he accepts your apology and then I began walking to my seat.

As the time goes by I got tired of looking at the whiteboard with numbers, I look out on the school grounds, watching the empty playground-  no..? It's not empty. There was a teenage boy just standing by a tree staring into her classroom. The playground was almost empty, with leaves swirling in a tiny tornado and the boy by the trees. Why did it feel like he was staring at me?

I rubbed my eyes but when i was about to check if he was still there i heard Mrs call out to be "So? y/n? Could you please answer this question?" My eyes widened with shame when I realised I had forgotten to listen to James. "N-No sir.. I-" James looked down disappointed then right up again.

"y/n.. I was hoping I was clear enough? I've been talking to the other teachers and we agreed that if you lost more focus on the lessons we would send you to the head teacher.. So I am sorry but first you were late and now you're not even paying attention? y/n you are dismissed, I want you to go to the head teacher". He ended his sentence and asked another student.

I rise up from my seat and pick up my f/c bag, I place down my computer and my notebooks and then zip it closed. Putting the bag on my back feeling everyone staring as I walked down the hall of the classroom, I tried not to look down showing weakness but I couldn't help it.. I feel so- ashamed.

My hand reaching the handle of the principal's door, I took a deep breath before knocking "Come in" I heard the voice and slowly pushed down the handle opening the door slightly. "Oh it's just you y/n". I took a few steps forward waiting for her to say I may sit. She nodded and I pushed back the shair and took a seat, pushing the shair back to where it first was with my legs. I looked her in the eyes trying to act like I could read her mind.

"y/n.. I am very.. Disappointed at you, when you first got here you were so organized. You always came in time of class, you did your homework and you even listened to the teachers, answering their questions.. Is everything okay?" The principle gazed at me waiting for an answer. "I have no reason to tell you anything" as I said it I instantly regret saying it out loud. The principal's eyes widened, she took a piece of paper writing something down, I couldn't see exactly what she was writing but I could feel in my guts that it was not good news.

"Okay then, I will call your parents to make sure they take you to a therapy session. She probably assumed something was really off when I answered like that. Not because nothing was wrong.. a lot was actually wrong, I had lost my little sister about a year ago and my parents were blaming me since I were supposed to take care of her that day. They had the right to.. "I don't think it's worth trying.." I muttered looking down at my shoes. The principal tilted her head as the phone sended out signals to her parents' phone.

After the principal had failed her attempt to make my parents take me to a therapy session I awkwardly opened my mouth to speak but she interrupted "y/n.. Why..? Why didn't you tell me you were treated so poorly?" What she just heard my parents say was not even close enough to be reality.

I shook my head, now I didn't even want to ask for permission. I just stood up walking straight out of the room even if I heard her calling out my name, I closed the door without looking back and just ran out of the school. "No way I will go back there today.." I muttered to myself.

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After walking for 30 minutes I climb up the tree where I go when things like this happen, like the time when my mom was questioning me for being at a sleepover, or the time my friends were upset at me for a um.. reason..

It was a quiet calming place, it was in the middle of the forest where birds were twittering and squirrels running up and down from trees collecting food.

In the middle of my thinking I widened my eyes when I heard a stick cracking. I jumped and held my breath, 'there is no way someone would be at just this place- it's in the middle of the school and 30 minutes away from school' I thought as my heart raised it's heart beat. I tried to calm my nerves thinking it could be an animal.

"H-helo".

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Thank you guys so much for reading! and since I am new to this will you guys lend me a hand and tell me how I can improve my storytelling?? You could give me suggestions on what can happen in the story but I am mostly trying to write with my own thoughts so I can improve my creativity! And I would love to have grammar help! Q>Q

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