Tracy becomes salt bot 300 (other survivors, also hunters)

"Terrible" mists

Some days I really do wish to give up. Others times it's really the fact that you just can't do it the same way we did before. It's part of age I guess , yet really it's just my own unrest undoing I'm just failing. This last match was proof on how fucking useless I can be.

If I miss one of them waiting 10 seconds is the difference between one bloody decoder finishing that godammed cypher you were trying to not let them decode that. Thinking to the actual match. I'm taking my usual route searching for those idots who think they know it all.

There I saw them the first look between the sivivor and me was the last thing they would have saw. As they proceeded to be completely dumb and slow vault the window but no! I fucking hit the wall instead of Luca who had thought after he slow vaulted he'd wait to stun me, and then run off. Out of the corner of my eye here comes the fucking clicker come to stun my ass into oblivion , as Luca proceeded to get out my sight.

You know I wouldn't have minded so much but missing one mist , fine. But the clicker goes click , click , click, every bloody time one more of them stuns go off I get more and more pissed with her , bullshit. She proceeded to pull a pallet down stun me and stun me again. There the mist was ready. I fired it only to miss again! "Thats it , my dear you really have began to make quite a show now stand completely still and let me finish my work, you see it never really was quite finished."

Patricia took one look at me and ran off again I couldn't be bothered to chase her around getting the clicker down wasn't the highest priority on my list. That was getting rid of the - "God damnit. " There I was sitting at the point where if I didn't down them within the next five seconds we'd have issues. Losing this match proves that I really have lost my touch. Now I can't have that. I laugh while proceeding to walk to one of the 3 cyphers that where just completed.

This is why I can't miss being still visible as well was a terrible issue as they could all see me clear as day. Meaning that I had to not been able to hit them once, god damm them to hell I'm sick of having nothing better to do than sit around being completely useless , I hate it. Not only that you'd think being able to cross map is as easy as cake let me tell you it isn't. Hahaha of course nothing ever really was simple either way.

It used to work I could sometimes even double hit that had the most wonderous feeling to it oh perfection. Now I'm no longer The Ripper, I'm just a flop that hasn't been useful for a very long time either. Honestly I hate it what I hate more is missing loads.

"You have go to be fucking kidding me right now ! Where in the hell did that come from God damnit, damnit, damnit, damnit!" Why is it that every time I have a bad day, they take advantage! At least I don't have something destroyed. That doesn't matter. I don't care for what goes on honestly how stupid are they, I don't need to show empathy now do I? Of course I don't.

I'm just trying to- " THAT IS IT ! NO MORE FUCKING STUNNING ME! OH YOU HAVE REALLY STARTED SOMETHING NOW!". I run after the clicker misting and missing chasing after her with all of my resource and cunningness I finally managed to hit her but it was too late. The pains had already done all two of the remaining cyphers.

That's it. I failed... I have really got terrible mists they were useless. I chased the clicker around some more untill all of the sivivors left. When I got back to the manor I saw the other hunters staring at me. "WHAT!"

"What was that Jack!?" Joker probably couldn't help himself. He probably had to yell it out.

"Yeah Jack did you have too much fun that made you lose your touch." Of course of course, she really had to mention that , no seriously? For fucks sake! I'm I don't even want to talk to her I can't! even begin to explain how anyoyed I am . Ugh I'll go outside get away from this crap.

" Galatea , shut the hell up! I'm not In the frame of mind to deal with this."

"Who shoved a stick up you're ass. Was it Joker." I took one look at Galatea thinking about how I'd so like to rip her from limb from lim and savour the memory. The Barron would be very unpressed if I did that.

Not only that prohaps if they got rid of me then maybe just maybe I wouldn't have these memories , I've had so much time here to learn so really why shouldn't I just enjoy it. No only that I'm allowed to kill suvivors.

I walked to my room excepting that not allways is it going to go how I want. You forget however over time you really can learn to get over it. I haven't but I can't be this terrible. That's why I refuse to believe that truly I suck. It's just rather the form I portrayed that game wasn't peak performance. Haha I'm sure I can go back to that in no time. I better or all of my suffering is not going to go unheard , I'll show them all what it's really like to be stunned and hit over and over. With nothing to be gained from those knocks only much much more anger.