Cancerous

Chapter 3

An hour later i was called downstairs, they said we were leaving to start my training. I was so excited, we got on our horses and left.
It was a beautiful area with ODM gear training equipment and it was a large place to move around in, there were trees surrounding it, they were tall and bright green. Though this world is filled with giant flesh eating monsters, the world is actually quite...beautiful.
I was out with Petra to practice my gear, apparently she's the easiest to work with, as i get more advanced i started working with another person then if i work hard enough i get 1 on 1 training with captain Levi.
Hours and hours of training later i've officially learned how to slice a titans neck fast and use my ODM gear just as good as Petra, me and Petra were both hungry and tired.
We made our way back and there was already soup and bread on the table.
Eating always reminded me of my mom, that's why i avoided it, but i just couldn't this time.
No matter how much i felt like crying i didn't, i just ate and acted like i was better. As i headed up stairs i was stopped by captain Levi, he told me i did a great job training, he said he's never seen someone so dedicated to learn and train so hard.
I felt myself blush again, but i kept my cool and thanked him then walked to my room.
My room was pretty big, at least i think so, it seems like the same size as the one at the trainee camp but since there's only one bed it looks much better, i mean i guess i have some privacy now.

Next morning
My second day here i get to work with Oulo
I refused to believe me and him were the same age, no offence to him but damn.
I was surprised on how much harder the training was, after i had worked my butt off with Petra it still doesn't match the power that Oulo has, i mean if he's this strong then how strong is captain levi..? Whatever i just need to work as hard as i can, oulo didn't teach me things i didn't really know but he taught me how to be strong, physically and mentally during missions, he also helped me polish my skills. The squad and I agreed i'll get more training with Oulo till he agrees i can pass to the next training level.

as many hours past as the sun starts to set a titan appears, it's 12 meters, Oulo told me to use what i've learned and that if i was truly motivated and worth their time i could do this.
I got my blades out, i stood my ground, as the titan reached down to grab me i climbed up its arm, i grappled to the nearest tree after i had a clear view of the nape i charged at it with full speed.
I had just killed my very first titan!
Oulo was so proud of me, and i'll be honest i was proud of myself too, after we arrived back we all ate. While we were eating i told everyone what happened, captain Levi told me i wouldn't always have a tree to latch on too, he told me to be more aware of what i can do around me that isn't too far. He told me he would teach me that starting tomorrow but after that week i would go back to training with Oulo or whoever comes after him.
I don't know why but the sound of getting 1 on 1 training with captain Levi got me going all read, I finished dinner and headed up to my room.
As i attempted to sleep i couldn't stop thinking about training with captain Levi, why is he always on my mind, he's so rude and cold why am i so attracted to him. Captain Levi makes me confused..
I felt myself blushing again.
NO! NO LEVI!
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