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juicy;

dear gaege,

you coming to australia amidst the whole situation,
is the best thing i've heard
i was so excited to meet you

love,
(name)

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dear gaege,

i've heard from josh and mully that you've arrived,
why didn't you call me?

love,
(name)

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dear gaege,

i saw her social media post today, she visited you, didn't she?
yet you refused to pick up my calls?

love,
(name)

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dear gaege,

we're still together, are we?
or did i miss a break up?

love,
(name)

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dear gaege,

you left quarantine today,
and still no updates from you

i guess it's over between us?

love,
(name)

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dear gaege,

you finally spoke to me today after mully had invited me to the casino

you told me we were long over,
and you had someone else to be with

you didn't understand how much i cried afterwards

love,
(name)

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dear gaege,

i could see that you were happy with her,
as much as i am hurt,
i'm glad to know you're happy

love,
(name)

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dear gaege,

it's been a week, and i've heard about all the lovely things you have done for her

how lucky is she to be the only one in your heart?

don't worry about me,
i'll be fine, even better than before

love,
(name)

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dear gaege,

i saw the way she kissed him
as you stood there silently

the way she's smiling shows that she knew you were watching

what's happening between the both of you?
and why do i feel guilty for having hope again?

love,
(name)

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dear gaege,

i tried to comfort you today
but you told me it was my fault things needed this way

i didn't know what you meant,
but you didn't explain to me

all this time i thought i have still loved you,
but today i realised it was just an empty feeling
there was no love left the day you went with her

nevertheless, it was you who made me experience the feeling of being loved in the past,
so thank you

love,
(name)

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dear (name),

i'm so sorry it happened
it was only a moment where i thought i had found the best in her
but it turns out the one i've been missing was you
i've hurt you enough
so it's only right to let you go
but why am i catching myself crying all these nights
thinking about you, thinking about us?

i'm sure you'll find someone better who'd love you better than i did,
i'm sorry (name)
and i have always loved you

love,
gaege