Warnings; drugs, drug use!!!!
————————Y/Ns POV———————————
We all gathered around a large wooden board with pictures of bodies, kiss marks and addresses.
"Reid, Y/L/N, you two go focus on the patterns between these three victims. JJ and Emily go talk to the parents of the first victim and Morgan, Rossi and I will look at the crime scenes." Everyone nodded before taking off, Spencer seemed a little bit on edge, staring into the distance with him brows scrunched and his hand under his chin to support its weight
"Hey, what's going on in that big brain of yours?" I lightly tapped the side of his head
"Nothing, I'm fine" he wouldn't look at me
"Spence, what's going on? I'm worried about you."
"Nothing, okay? Nothing is going on! Please, just leave me alone!" He stormed out of the office we were in together and out onto the sidewalk. I stood there for a moment frozen, he never acts like this, never. He's usually the shy and awkward guy who's scared to say some thing wrong but that was just, not him.
After awhile of staring at the board and adding new information and theories Hotch called to tell us it's okay to go home now and we'll continue tomorrow. I grabbed my keys off of the counter I had left them on by the coffee machine, walking towards the doors of the building and exiting, hitting the unlock button on my car then getting into it and starting it, making my way back to my hotel. Once I made it to the hotel I parked the car and walked in, turning to the elevator and hopping in hitting the 3rd floor button and waiting patiently for it to take me up. Once I made my way back to my room, I stood there for a minute wondering if I should check on Spencer before deciding I shouldn't. I opened my door to my room and walked in dropping my bag on the floor and undressing, slipping on pj pants and a crop top black shirt, when I felt like my body wasn't in control anymore, I went from my room to Spencer's door. I stood there for a minute before knocking when he opened the door he was wearing a short sleeved green silk shirt and black pj pants.
"Y/n? Are you okay?"
"Are you?" I shot back
"Why wouldn't I be?" He looked at the floor in front of him, I frowned before grabbing his hand, that's when I saw them. Marks on his arm, painted with bruising, some old and some new, very new.
"Spencer!" I practically shrieked, he pulled his arm away as fast as he could "what the fuck?!" I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes but he seemed like he wasn't phased at all, instead he just looked anywhere but at me and whispered "you should go Y/N"
I practically scoffed "I'm sorry? I should go?! Absolutely not Spencer, are you fucking kidding me. You're dying!" I yelled at him "you're killing yourself!" I shoved past him and into his apartment stalking towards his dresser pulling out all his clothes from each drawer "where are they?!" I turned towards him
"Y/n..."
"Where are they?!" I repeated this time a little more harshly, I grabbed his face softly making his eyes meet mine. His eyes were displayed, bad. "You're high right now, aren't you?"
"W-what no I'm-"
"Your pupils are diapered, the way you've been acting" I paused grabbing his arm once again "the marks, come on Spencer! I'm not stupid. Where are they!" He didn't answer, letting go of his face I walked into his bathroom, slamming the door behind me and locking it then I started pulling out all the drawers, going through everything, I could hear Spencer knocking and begging me to come out but I wouldn't until I found them. There was a small box hidden behind the toilet I opened it and there they were, two small bottles and three little syringes; Dilaudid
I ripped the caps off of both of them and poured them down the toilet then snapping the needles off of the syringed and wrapping them in toilet paper, bringing them out to Spencer I handed him the two empty bottles
"You need to get help, Spencer"
"I don't need help Y/n"
"You need to get help, or I'll tell Hotch." I watched his reaction change from sad to angry so fast, I just threatened his job. "Either get your shit together, Spencer Reid, or lose your job, okay?" I repeated myself just to make sure my point got across
"Get out" he huffed finally looking at me
"Promise me you'll get help."
"Get. Out." His voice was dripping with venom, I didn't care if he hated me right now, I just needed to help him.
"Not until you promise." I stood my ground, he ran a hand through his hair and opened his front door for me
"Please" he practically begged me
"Promise." I shot back
"Fine" he wouldn't look at me, I knew he was lying
"Say it" I made him look into my eyes
"Promise." He gritted through his teeth before looking away from me "now, please." I walked out his apartment turning around a second later
"It's because I care" I whispered before he shut the door in my face, I stood there for a minute before turning my own handle and walking into my apartment.
——————-Spencer's POV—————————
"It's because I care" she whispered before I shut the door in her face. Turning my back against it and falling slowly to the ground, wrapping myself in a hug, my arms around my knees and my hair in front of my face. She knew, she knows, oh my god she knows. I stood back up, wiping my tears with the back of my hands and walking slowly to my couch, falling down onto it turn my body side ways and laying on my side. My phone had went off so using my right hand I grabbed my phone off the table and flipped it over;
Y/N;
*sent an attachment*
I clicked on the link which brought me to a rehab centre I looked at it for a second before shutting my phone off. I know she just wanted to help me but she threatened my job, that's one of the only things I have left, that and my mom and that made me pretty angry. I grabbed a filter and coffee beans, pouring water into the kettle and turning on the stove, after it heated up I poured it through the filter, adding sugar and cream, grabbing a spoon from my drawer and stirring it all together, taking little sips; I wouldn't sleep tonight, not after that. I scrolled through the channels before landing on a soap opera, I quite enjoyed these. I watched a few movies and shows before I had realized it was already 7am and I was receiving a call from JJ
"Hey, Spencer. Can you get Y/N? She won't answer the phone" I sighed, of course she isn't
"Yeah, sure. Bye JJ" I hung up the phone, standing up and walking to my closet pulling out a beige vest with a white shirt and blue jeans then grabbing my satchel flinging it over my shoulder and going to knock on Y/and door. I locked the door behind me and walked to hers, knocking three times
"Y/N?" I asked "we've gotta go" there was no answer so I knocked again, nothing. I stood there for a minute figuring out if I should call her phone.
———————Y/Ns POV———————-
I hadn't slept last night due to recent events with Spencer, I was too worried about him. I wondered if anyone else knows, did I overreact? No, no I didn't, there was nothing else to do. I decided a morning run would do me good, I left at around 6am and got back close to 7:10, I stepped out of the elevator and saw Spencer standing by my door, I took out an earbud and walked towards him
"Hey" I watched him turn towards me
"Uhm, JJ said you weren't answering and wanted me to get you" he said in a monotone voice.
"Oh, okay, cool. I'll meet them there in a bit"
"Mhm" he gave me a slight wave and headed down towards the elevator.
This. Was. Gonna. Be. Awkward.
