"Please! No!" I cried over my parents body "please, please, mom! Mom wake up! Dad! Da-" I gasped, I couldn't breathe, I collapsed next to them ripping my phone out of my pocket and dialling 911 "911 what's your emergen-"
"Please, m-my parents, I can't, they're- they've been hurt, they're not breathing, please hurry, oh my god, MOM, DAD, PLEASE" I cry dropping the phone on the floor, hugging my moms body "you're all I have, don't leave me- you can't leave me here"
I gasp a breath of air as I frantically sit up in my bed, I was sweating, I wiped at my eyes, I wiped away my tears then turned my head to look at the clock beside my bed; 3:16am. I sit there for a few minutes finally deciding that there was no way I was going to be able to go back to sleep, pulling the covers off me and standing up, walking towards the kitchen. I turned on the kettle and get my coffee ready, I poured the water through the filter adding sugar and cream before taking a sip. I trudged back towards my couch and plopped down after turning on my TV and scrolling through movies and shows on Netflix until I settled on Star Trek, my mind went to Spencer, I remember him telling me he likes these movies so I pull out my phone and text him
"Hey, Spence! You up?"
After a few minutes I got a reply
"Yeah, why? Are you okay?"
"No, yeah I'm fine. Do you wanna come watch Star Trek with me?"
"Y/n it's four in the morning."
"I'll take that as a no."
I felt a little bit sad, I'm not sure why, maybe it's just cause I'm bored and I kinda wanted to hangout with somebody, I slumped farther into the couch and continued scrolling through Netflix. A soft knock sounded on my door, I looked through the peep hole and there stood Spencer with bed head in his purple Pjs, I opened the door practically beaming;
"You came!" I smiled at him
"I did! I couldn't say no to Star Trek of course"
I giggled at him "are you gonna come in or stand out there all night?" I asked with a smirk
"Technically" he began "it's morning"
"Whatever, pretty boy"
"Pretty boy, huh?"
"I picked it up off of Morgan, c'mom movie time!" I grabbed his hand dragging him to my couch before pulling him to sit down with me
"Ou! Wait!"
"What?!" Spencer exclaimed shocked by the sudden loud noise of me yelling, I just turned and looked at him with a smile before jumping off the couch and walking to the kitchen
"Y/n?" He followed me into the kitchen "what are you doing?"
"Making popcorn of course!" I grabbed the bag of popcorn I had put in the microwave dumping it into a large bowl
"Now let's go."
"Alright!" We stalked back to the couch, I grabbed the remote searching for Star Trek and putting it on. I sit beside Spence and put my head on his shoulder
"This okay?" I asked looking up at him
"Mhm" he hummed in response
—————————Spencer's POV———————
Sitting on the couch y/n had rested her head on my shoulder
"This okay?" She asked looking up at me
"Mhm" I hummed out, she turned back to watch the movie and I could smell the shampoo in her hair, flowers I think, it smelt good. Sometime during the movie I looked out of the corner of my eye at y/n and she was dead asleep, I didn't want to overstay my welcome so I slowly lowered her down onto a pillow and pulled the blanket over her sleeping figure. Then I started to slowly walk out to the door.
—————————-Y/Ns POV——————
I don't know when I had fallen asleep during the movie but I had, I stirred awake as Spencer was about to leave
"Wait Spence, stay?" I practically begged him with my eyes
"Y/n you're tired, you need to sleep"
"Come sleep with me?"
"Y/-"
"Please?" I lifted my head up to look at him before repeating myself "please?"
"Okay" he softly whispered
————————-Spencer's POV——————
"Okay" I said just below a whisper. She stood up picking up her blanket off the couch and walking towards her bedroom
"C'mon" she waved a hand at me so I walked slowly behind her, I watched her as she sat down in her bed, she looked at me and patted the spot beside her. I sat down next to her pushing my feet under the blanket as I laid down.
"Goodnight y/n" I whispered before shutting my eyes and trying to shift off to sleep
"Goodnight Spence, thank you for staying" she slurred before her breathe evened out and I was sure she was asleep, so I let myself drift off into a deep sleep.
I don't remember when I fell asleep but I had and the next morning I had woken up entangled with y/n, my arms around her waist, my legs moved between hers. I slowly started to move away when I heard my name
"Spence?" She turned towards me
"Hey y/n, go back to bed, it's only 7am"
"I'm awake now"
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you I-"
"No no, it's okay. My alarm was gonna go off anyways" she half smiled at me which I returned.
"Coffee?" She asked me getting out of bed
"Yes please, I'm just gonna go get changed, okay? I'll be right back"
"Okay"
"Okay" I said before walking out of her apartment and into mine.
————-Y/Ns POV———————-
I woke up around 6:20ish but when I went to get up I felt a pair of arms wrapped around me and legs entangled with mine, I hadn't forgotten I had asked Spencer to stay I just thought he would've left before I woke up, I smiled to myself, contently then letting myself drift back to sleep in his arms, I felt safe.
"Spence?" I asked feeling his figure get out of the bed
Hey y/n, go back to bed, it's only 7am"
"I'm awake now"
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you I-"
"No no, it's okay. My alarm was gonna go off anyways" I half smiled at him which he returned.
"Coffee?" I asked me getting out of bed
"Yes please, I'm just gonna go get changed, okay? I'll be right back"
"Okay"
"Okay" he said before walking out of my apartment and into his own.
I poured water into my kettle before setting it onto my stove that was heating it up, I set two cups aside with filters on both, when the water was done I poured it into both cups. I wasn't sure how Spencer drank his coffee so I'd wait to ask him, there was a knock at my door but instead of answering I just yelled back
"You're aloud to walk in Spence" the door handle turned and in walked Spencer with his satchel wrapped around his neck, he was wearing a lavender vest with plaid prints, and a black shirt under it with light brown jeans and his hair was no longer as messy as before.
"I didn't know how you take your coffee, so I left out the sugar and creamer out" I gestured towards them
"Thanks" he smiled with his lips. We drank our coffee in silence, not the bad silence, it was nice, relaxing even. Then both our phones went off;
Meet in 20 at the LAPD station- Hotch
I let out a little sigh, Spencer looked at me tilting his head slightly
"What's wrong?"
"Hm? Oh, nothing, just tired"
"Me too, actually"
"This job is mentally and physically draining" I played with the spoon I had used to stir my coffee
"I know, trust me" he said as he took a sip of his coffee before looking back at me "what made you wanna join the B.A.U anyways?"
I paused for a minute, I felt like I was frozen
"You don't have to tell me y'know? I was just curious"
"No it's just- my parents had been murdered when I was 12 and I guess ever since then I just" I took a deep breath wiping my eyes "I'm sorry it's just really hard to, I guess ever since then I just needed to do good, save as many people as I could because.. I couldn't save my parents." I was wrapped in his arms once again, it felt warm, safe, it felt like no one, nothing, not a single thing could hurt me. He put his chin on top of my head
"I'm so sorry y/n, I didn't know"
"No one does, but you now and Hotch" I cleared my throat "uh we should get going" I wiped at my eyes one last time.
"Right" I went to my room to change before coming out in a black skirt with a white button up shirt
"Alright, let's go" I took a step towards the door, Spencer following behind me as we entered the elevator, making our way down.
