Harry Potter oneshots (BOOK 2)

Lucius Malfoy

Character: Lucius Malfoy
Title: "You've lost me ages ago."
House reader: Gryffindor
Warnings: Angst
Inspiration: -
Upload date: 21/06/2021
Word count: 1311

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Tw//ED, SA and mentions of suicide!!!

I hate myself for the fact that I followed a transphobic, fake shifter who made up stories about an ED, SA and about her "saving Draco, because he tried to end it all," named Mell from shiftingwithmel. She was a big inspiration for me, since I loved her "storytimes." I didn't know she posted about the ED and that stuff, since I was relatively new follower (and I never check the accounts I follow, exept for they're on my for you page lol). It's absolutely horrible what she did. I can't imagine what it's like for the people who experienced any of those things. I also can't believe she was transphobic. Like I said, I don't check my followed accounts that often, so I didn't know. But from what I've heard she dead named someone and refused to use their right pronouns + their name. I personally do not know about who she dead named and stuff, so I can't inform you further on that. She deleted her account and the video of her "apology" was deleted too. To be honest I feel like she wasn't even sorry, I think she was just like "oh shit, I got caught, so I have to apologise..."
I have her apology video saved, for if anyone wants it! If you want to see it/you want to save it or whatever, please DM me on Instagram, @/Melonwriter or @claudiaatje06 or you can snap me! It's @/CDraaisma2020

Tw// I don't know what to call this TW, but uhm, uncomfortable because of men

And yes, I am once again ranting, sorry... Anyways, I watched Cruella yesterday and my friends and I were gonna wear clothes inspired by her. So I wore a short, black dress, with of the shoulder sleeves to school. (We don't have a dresscode, well we do, but we're basically allowed to wear anything we want, exept for wearing a bikini or swimsuit and nothing else). And this guy in my class, who I hate a lot, kept checking me out, which made me really uncomfortable by the way. And I have a bit of cleavage in this dress, since it's a V-neck, so he kept looking at them. So after that I put my bag on my lap, so that it wasn't visible, y'know? And he looked so annoyed by it. Like he was literally undressing me with his eyes and you could just see that that boy had dirty thoughts behind his eyes. Hell, he even went to sit in that position, y'know, the one they sit in when they get a boner in public. So I want our school to either get dresscodes or a uniform. Because I'm a 14 year old and he's 16. He creeps me out. I know that boys their parents/school can't change the way they look at us, but still. It made me extremely uncomfortable and he didn't even say anything after that. He just glared at me when I walked out of the classroom. He walked behind me and I hesrd him say "I don't like her at all, but she does have a good body." Like, no. If you don't like me, that's fine, I don't give a fuck, but please don't say that. And I know that they were talking about me, because other people were also talking about me. One of them even said "If she got raped right now, it's her own fault. I mean look at her, she's walking on heels, she's wearing a very revealing dress and she's literally asking for it!" So yeah... How was your day? This is the dress by the way, it isn't even that short or anything. (Don't mind the quality of the picture, it was a quick photo lmao and yes, I'm sunburned loll)

And yes, I know it's not Christmas, but I like Christmas, so deal with it being Christmas in this story.
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December 25th, 1970

"Merry Christmas, Pumpkin." Lucius kissed my temple. Normally we both go to our homes in Christmas break, but my family was going to visit an old friend of ours and told me that I should stay at Hogwarts, so my boyfriend, Lucius, decided to stay with me.
"Merry Christmas, love." I smiled as he pulled me closer into him. Our bodies were pressed together, the fire cackled softly as he started humming "Have yourself a merry little Christmas," by Frank Sinatra.

"You'll never get rid of me, I'm gonna be here forever. You're mine, alright?" He whispered in my ear after he finished humming the song.
"You're such an idiot." I giggled.
"Am not!" He exclaimed.
"Yes you are!"
"No, I'm not!"
"Oh my God, Lucius. You- Hmpf-" a pair of soft lips cut me off.

"Would an idiot do that?" He raises his eyebrow at me.
"Absolutely." He rolls his eyes at me and throws a pillow towards my head, but I was able to catch it before it hit me.

Current day, 2nd of May, 1998

"Harry Potter, is dead!" Voldemort laughed. I had worked at this school for years now, I took care of Harry when he was at his worst, he was like a child to me and now he was dead. He was defeated, we were defeated. "From now on, you will put your faith in me."

"Draco! Draco!" Lucius whispered towards his son. I sent him a sharp look, before grabbing Draco's hand and whispering in his ear.

"You're better than that. Do you really want to be remembered as a death eater? Stay with us, you're better than that." He looked at me with tears in his eyes, before shaking his head and walking towards Voldemort.

I don't know how it happened, but one moment Harry was dead and I was looking straight into the eyes of the person I hated most, my enemy, my ex-lover, the one who broke my heart and my trust and the next moment I was battling him. Protecting my students, my fellow teachers, my home.

"Oh come on, Pumpkin, you wouldn't actually hurt me, would you?" He raised his eyebrows at me. My breathing was deep and low, while flashbacks of our time together and our break up came to mind.

"I'm joining Voldemort. You should too." Lucius said, while he stroked my hair. We were sitting in his room at his house, while I laid with my head in his lap.
"What?" I sat up. "Voldemort?"
"Yeah."
"No, I'm not going to. That would be a horrible thing to do!" I raised my voice a bit. "He wants to get rid of all the Muggleborns.... Why would you join him?"
"Because Mudbloods shouldn't be allowed to do magic. They're disgraces to the wizarding world."

"If you join him, you'll lose me." I got up from his bed and walked towards my bag.
"Fine, goodbye, Y/n." A sharp pain went through my chest.
"Goodbye, Lucius." I grabbed my bag and apperated home. Once I was there, I broke down in tears.

"I wouldn't want to lose you, pumpkin." He came closer and closer to me. Tears were forming in my eyes.
"You lost me ages ago, now go before I kill you. You wouldn't want your son, Draco, to be fatherless, would you?" He cupped my cheek and leaned in a bit.
"Darling..." He whispered to me, before I let my weakness take over and kissed him.

"Now go. I don't- I don't want to see you ever again." I pointed my want against his throat after I had pulled away.

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