I missed him,all I wanted was for him to pull me in a hug and tell me he'd be with me forever. But no,he has to go to London and sort shit out because of that scum he was with,now I have to suffer because of her.
I was angry now.
It was supper,Lily and I came down and I had to contain my anger which both of them noticed instantly. I didn't greet him like I usually do.
I didn't give him a back hug or smile at all.Sitting down with straight face,I watched Johnny as he placed lasagna in both our plates. Wow,he made this? No no,stay angry.
"Thanks Dad".
"Thanks". I mumbled,grabbing a fork and picking at my food.
"Lily,could you excuse us for a second?" Asked Johnny,motioning her to leave the table.
Wow,what an amazing father.
"Stop it". He gave me a look,an angry look but then I remembered,I should be the angry one right now. Not him.
"Why,Johnny? Why the fuck should I-!?" He cupped his large hand around my mouth,fearing that Lily would hear.
"Stop acting like a fucking child". He whisper shouted.
I hate being called a child,I pay for my own expenses not my parents."Then maybe you shouldn't fuck a fucking child". We gave each other death stares,seeing who would flinch first.
"I'm sorry,okay. I have shit to sort out and I have two weeks I can't ..."
"Fuck around,because that's what it looks like Johnny, YOU having fun".
"Don't fucking say that!" He yelled,banging his fist in the table.
This was loud enough for Lily to run inside.
"What happened?" She asked,looking around.
"Nothing,love. Just a small mistake". When he said this,he looked directly at me.
I couldn't control my tears so I ran out of the kitchen....
I heard arguing in the kitchen,probably about why I'm upset. Or other things?
My tears couldn't be controlled because of his choice of words, mistake.
Was I another mistake he made?Tears pooled down but I had to force it to stop when Lily walked in.
"What the fuck is going on? My dad won't say shit and you're crying? What happened when I was gone,did he do something?" She asked,her worried voice going higher and higher by the second.
I had to make up a story real quick before she gets even more pissed.
Sniff,"I'm fine, Lil's. Honestly".
I lied,wiping away the fallen tears."Either tell me now,or I'll find out myself and when I do...it's gonna be ugly". With that said,she walked out of the lounge.
Heaving a sigh,I went to my room and nearly screamed when I saw Johnny on my bed with his head down.
Why was he even here?
He got up and walked right past me,I thought he was gonna leave but no,he shut the door making my heart pound faster.
He didn't say a word,the sexual tension came back.
He walked up to me,kissing me passionately."You're not a mistake, you are distinct,vivid,the most clear things that has ever entered into my life. Which has made me the mistake".
I was melting in his arms as he spoke,his words are now clutted and stored in my mind.It sounded like poetry.
We kissed and the world stopped as if it were our first time,I wiped the tears that left his eyes.
And again,the kissed turned passionate and wild,he tossed me on the bed I slept in. I bounced slightly making him laugh.I missed that smile.
Removing his shirt,his toned body was revealed. The hurt landed on the floor as I watched him unbuckle his belt,his hair falling down as he did.
I got undressed,putting myself on a sexy display.
The only thing left to remove was my underwear which he could do.He leaned over,gliding his fingers across my slender body.
"Can I fuck you?" He whispered, squeezing my inner thigh.
"Yes, please". I tried catching my breath. The way he always asked my consent was such a turn on.
"Are you sure?" He asked, hooking his finger in my lace panties.
"Yes, Johnny".
"How sure?" He asked,pulling them down.
"Extremely sure, please". I began growing needy and I understood his stupid game.
"Hmm,darling?"
"Yes".
"I want you to beg". With that,he began leaving butterfly kisses wherever he would. Including my clit.
"Please Johnny,I beg you".
I whined, tugging at his hair as he went down on me.So hot.
I didn't complain,not at all.
He was amazing,the trucks he did with his tongue shocked me. He knew about that? Omfg.
He fucked me with his tongue,doing acrobatic moves that made my toes curl.I felt something warm, something was coming.I arched my back when he did something. But then...
"Rave did you see my- aaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!"She screamed,shutting the door as fast as she could.
"Fuck fuck fuck!" He yelled in a panic,getting his pants and shirt on as fast as he could.
"Johnn-"
"Stay the fuck back!" He yelled, he neatened himself and ran after his daughter.
This may have been my fault.
...
I don't want you near me or my dad ever again!
You used me for my dad.
You're like any other slut out there!
You NEVER cared about me, you were after fame.
I cried harder as those words came flooding back to me.
Lily,my only friend...she said that.
Johnny wasn't allowed to speak as she scold me bitterly.
Calling me horrible names like
whore.Golddigger.
Minipulative primadonna.
She said that.
"She didn't mean it".
I heard,Johnny stood by the door and walked in,sitting himself on the edge of the bed.
Far away from me,it was like a stab in the heart.I didn't even want him here right now.
"I can't stay here anyway,you're leaving,Lily hates me". I said lazily,packing my things in my suitcase.
"Darling..." He trailed off,taking both my hands in his.
And that's when my tears rolled down yet again.
I laid my head on his chest and cried for a while,he allowed it....
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Sneaky w/ my best friend's dad [Johnny Depp]
FanfictionIn which you sneak around with your best friend (Lily's)dad. Enjoy!