Love for the Famous

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   Hey guys, hope you like this chapter. It's hard for me to write because of my own stuff going on but, it's worth it.

    I stare at the ceiling not wanting to get out of bed. Today's the day we preform, but I don't want to face Zayn or Harry. I've memorized everything but I'm still nervous as hell. I can see the other girls are to, but Lea does a good job at covering it.

     "Are you just going to lay there or what?" I see Harry smirking at me from my door.

     "I want to but I'm probably going to be forced out." I grumble sitting up in bed.

     "Why are you so upset?" Harry asks while walking over to me and sits on my bed.

     "I just did something I really didn't want to do is all." I mutter not looking at him.

     "And it was probably when you were down at the beach when you were with Zayn." Harry growl obviously jealous.

      "Shut up Harry, I'm sick of all that fucking fighting!" I snapped annoyed.

      "But he's-"

      "I don't give a shit, I don't want you to fight!" I scream at him and stomp out of the room.

      I'm going to end this. I can't take this any more. I'm sick of fighting, I don't want them to come near me, talk to me, or look at me. I storm down the halls looking for Zayn, I'm coming out with it I'm over it.

       "Skye!" I hear Zayn's voice yell from behind me.

      "Zayn, I need to tell you something." I mummer playing with my hands. Why is this so hard?

     "What, are you nervous for the performance or something?" Zayn asks smiling.

     "No, it's just I don't want to be with you, I don't want you and Harry to fight anymore." I say sadly and I don't look at him.

      "Do you want Harry more?" He asks trying to control this anger.

      "Truthfully, I always have, please just understand what I mean." I say forcing a smile and so does he.

        "I just don't want him to break your heart." He explains.

        "You two fighting has made my heart break, I love you both it's just Harry-" He cuts me off.

        "I get it, you love him more then me, you always have." He says glumly. 

        "But I'm not going to go near him, I promise he's your friend, you were friends first." I tell him trying to make things better.

         "You can't make straight decisions can you." He growls.

         "What?" I ask confused from his sudden anger.

         "You go to him, then me,  him, then me, and him." He shouts throwing his hands in the air.

         "I'm sorry." I whisper looking at the ground. It's amazing how many people I can hurt.

         "Bye, Skye." He walks out of the room and leaves me there.

        I try to breath slowly but I begin to cry anyway. I love them, but Harry just has a different spark to me. I love Zayn but I'm such a horrible person for doing this to him. I walk into the bathroom and slide down the wall. I hug my knees and try to calm down. I need to be calm before we preform.

        "Skye, Skye, where's Skye?" I hear Lea yelling. I stand up and run my thumb under my eyes to take away any other tears left.

         "Yea." I call to her and step out of the bathroom.

        "We're about to- whoa what's wrong." She asks seeing my red eyes from crying.

        "Relationship probloms, you can say." I laugh lightly.

       "We'll talk about it later, we're about to preform come on." Lea says and drags me to the rest of the girls.

        "So, we all remember our parts right?" Tea asks all of us.

       "Yea." We all say together.

      "Well, lets get out there." Tea says cheers. We walk outside to see Simon and we all smile to him.

       "Hi, girls." He says looking at all of us as we grab our microphones.

      "Hi." We chant together.

      "Are you ready?" He asks us and we all nod. "Take it away."

   I thought I saw a girl brought to life

She was warm, she came around, she was dignified

Showed me what it was to cry

You couldn't be that girl i adored

You don't seem to know or seem to care what your heart is for

But I don't know her anymore

There's nothing left, I used to cry

My conversation has run dry

That's what's going on

Nothing's fine I'm torn

I'm all out of faith

This is how I feel

i'm cold and I am shamed

Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed

Into something real

I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late

I'm already torn (I'm already torn)

There's nothing left

I used to cry

Inspiration has run dry

That's what's going on

Nothing's fine I'm torn

Nothing's fine I'm torn

I'm all out of faith

This is how I feel

I'm cold and i am shamed

Lying broken on the floor

Illusion never changed

Into something real

I'm wide awake and i can see the perfect sky is torn

You're a little late

I'm already torn (I'm already I'm already torn)

Torn

Oh torn