Love for the Famous

Rings and Endings

      I hug my knees to try to feel warm again. It's like I can't anymore. I miss being in Harry's arms. I miss his scent, I miss the feeling of his lips on mine, I miss him. I blame myself for his death. If I hadn't walked out of the club alone this wouldn't have happened. Even though everyone says it's not my fault, I know it is.

        Louis hasn't been himself, or the other boys as well. It looks like they can't get back on their feet and face the world. I feel horrible for the fans, I bet they hate me.

         "Skye, do you want to come out with us to dinner?" Liam asks softly.

         "Sure." I mumble and get up from the couch.

         Did I mention my self confidence has gone down a lot.

         "Do you feel any better?" Louis asks following me up stairs.

         "No, I blame myself for what Harry did to himself." I mumble softly.

          "Skye, I don't think it's your fault," Louis mumbles. "It's mine, he wouldn't have done any of that if it wasn't for me."

           "I don't want to argue, just let me get dressed." I whisper sadly.

           "I'll be downstairs." Louis tells me and leaves.

           It's my first time in my room for weeks. I just didn't want to face reality. I open my door and go to my closet. I take out my blue knee length dress with a thin light brown belt around it. I lay it down on my bed and then see a note. I pick it up with shaky hands and read it

             Dear Skye,

          If you're reading this then you're alive, but I'm not. I just want to tell you not to blame yourself. Everything just came crushing down on me and I can't take it. When I was told you were kidnapped, I just couldn't take it. I wanted you here with me. And I also had something I wanted to ask you. But, before I tell you, I just want you to know the reason I kissed that girl at the club. I wanted to see if what I felt with you was the same with any other girl......But, it wasn't. I love you, and only YOU. But what I was going to ask you was if you'll marry me. I know it's fast, but I have a reason. I want you to be mine forever, not anyone elses. I didn't want anyone getting in the way. I even brought the ring, I'll put it on you're desk. Just remember I will always love you, forever and always. You'll always be in my heart even after it stops beating. I'll always be with you, and I love you Skye.

            Love you forever,

          Harry

       I smile at the letter and let the tears go down my cheeks. I walk over to my desk to see the ring Harry told me about. It has the infinity sign on it with blue diamonds outlining it. I love him, I always will.

      "Yes Harry, I would have married you." I whisper and slide the ring onto my finger.

      I slip on the dress and put on blue converse. I go into the bathroom and fit my hair and think about the first time I was alone with Harry.

       "Morning Love, you dosed off quite early." He says laughing. I roll my eyes at him. Then it hit me. I need to be at the set by ten.

               "Harry, what time is it." I yell looking for a clock. He laughs at me.

            "It's eight, I know what time you have to be on set." He says putting eggs and bacon on a plate.