Those Emerald Green Eyes

Idiot | chapter 30

Harrys pov

"WHERE CAN SHE BE! WHERE CAN THEY BE?!"

Millions of negitive thoughts rushing through my head causing me to almost faint.

"Harry calm down, you are acting like a animal" Liam tried to clam me down but it was no use. Not one single phone call. Everything was perfect last night and fun and then this, it's unfair. Where can she be?

I sighed, my headache growing even stonger by the minute.

----------------------

I knock on the door as hard as I can. Im not sure if I should be mad or relived honestly.

"H-harry" a friend i knew opend the door. I felt mixed feelings about this.
I looked around the room and saw only what I could standing from the doorframe
I peaked my head in a little more and stood on my tippytoes.I felt a little less worry but i had millions of questions to ask.
"Oh yeah right come in harry" the guy who opend the door spoke.
I walked in trying to calm myself down and greeted the others in the living room.
I saw her walking towards me with confused expressions.
She indicated for me to go outside but I wasnt sure I wanted to because she was half naked, I did it anyway.
"Wh-why didnt you c-call me at least once y-ou ---"
"Harry please listen ok!
"I can't do this I was worried sick about you why?why didn't you call me"
"Would you please listen I'm sorry,remember what I told you that maybe it was time for me to be a little more independent I can't just be with you this whole time I actually want to have a life,I-I cant depend on you to take care me"
"So where does that leave me? Us?"
Her words hurt and im not sure why but they did, we where both confused and tired
"Look right now i dont know ok I just think it's time for me to move out and continue my life,how did you find me anyway?"
"Umm The fans and umm twitter"
"So is this what our relationship has become? You're just going to look me up and tell your fans to help you find me?" She crossed her arms
"No i-im sorry I was worried and you didnt call"
I saw niall in only his boxers coming out of one of the rooms and i looked back at anice.
"Yo-your here with him"
I glanced at him and she turned back to face him.
"Harry leave" she spoke and now she was just twisting the knife she had stabbed in my stomach.
"Now"
I didnt want to leave, i didnt leave.
"Look I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that"
"I know exactly what you meant when you said that I'm not sure how it's going to work if you don't trust me"
"So nothing happened be-between you?
"I would like you to leave Harry your being irrational "
---------------------------------
Niall pov

I felt like shit this moring but at the same time I didnt, I felt good with her.
She was finally with me and that thought made me feel selfish and stupid because I know her and harry are in love but the thought that me and her could exist is what I want its what makes me happy.
Yesturday she was so beautiful dancing and looked happy while smiling but if you see deep in her eyes shes been through alot. Shes a happy girl with sad eyes, and I wish I could make her feel happy,
safe, and lose all those bad thoughts and memories.

At the same time I know harry does that the way she looks at him is like a fasinated child, the way they look at each other is beautiful and if i was ever to be with anice I could have a chance to make her happy but as for harry he was been there for success and for my ups an downs .

As much as I love her I dont want to hurt him.

I heard some foot steps but i didnt bother to turn around.
Soon theres the brightest amout of light that can literally blind me coming from the double doors .
"Just a few more hours"
"Its to bright"
I try seeing who it is but my eyes were still week.
I feel the smallest amout of weight on my leg and the creak of the bed.
It was anice with messy hair and a flanell.
I heard a "thud" and spring out of bed to see anice grining at me while laying down on the floor
----
I was never more happy than when I was with Anice, she was this beautiful person inside and out, so enthusiastic and passionate about everything she did.
After a while anice left the room and I laid in bed.
Theres was a knock at the door and I asumed it was one of the lads.
I checked a few things on my phone but I was afraid of all the mess there probably was and rumors... its like worse than highschool.
Afterawhile of reading alot of nonsense I got up, the screams were still coming from the living room windows,
I left my room and as soon as I walked out
4 eyes were on me, I took a look around a gave an innocent smile... harry was standing at the front door, his jaw tense, and looking at me from head to toe , his eyes quicky connected with mind and then looked at anice, her arms were crossed, her hair was still messy.. her face showed mixed expressions and various colors.
I wasnt sure what to do or say.. i was curious to know what one was saying to the other... harry looked at me every couple of seconds.
His eyes scanned me and he nodded almost threatening me.
I was in such an awkward place i wasnt sure how to react.
"BEFORE I LEAVE I HAVE SOMETHING TO DO!! "
They shouted a few words and it hurt to see them fight because harrys like my brother and it hurts to see anice upset or angry.
Harry pinned anice against the wall and kissed her he looked at me while kisssing her.
Anice pulled away and hit harry on his chest with her small fist.
"LEAVE"
I walked over there scared of there reactions but mad
"You should leave harry! Please" i asked politely and he looked at both of us and walked away.
I pulled anice inside and she callapsed on the floor puting hee head between her knees
"Im sorry niall"
"No this is my fault i told you to go out with me and leave your phone this is a mess and I shouldn't have it put you in danger harry in danger the boys in danger. I never think!"
I was angry and sad... The way harry got to kiss anice was unfair and something I couldn't handle... but I cant ruin there relationship its not me... I cant be friends with anice and pretend everything is fine it hurts look at both of them together.
"Niall i had fun and harry wasn't acting like that because of you he choose to act like that and it was irrational and rude.."
" I'm so sorry anice." I kneeled down next to her
"You dont have to be harry was a complete idiot and i love him and your an amazing friend ni-"
"You dont get it do you!? I'm completely in love with every aspect of you... seeing you with him kills me.. It kills me!
And as much as id like to be your amazing friend I cant anice .. I cant watch someone I love just go like that."