Loving Me as Me (BMC Micheal x Jeremy)

I'm so fuvking sorry

I'm not gonna finish this fic.

And I probably should've said something like... a loooong while ago.

Hear me out, okay? I had some really cute ideas and as much as I was excited about them, I just don't wanna use them on BMC.

I don't grow out of interests very often unless I develop a moral quandary with the material or creator.

And I mean, I kinda did but that's beside the point. The honest truth of the matter is I just don't care for BMC anymore. This is out of character for me, plus I hate being that fic author, yknow?

But I'm also a nonbinary lesbian. (And I'm not willing to debate it.)

When I wrote this I identified way more masc and thought I was bisexual, and so considering myself mlm I was happy to write mlm material.

But now after the self discovery and growing up business, I'm not attracted to men and use she/they pronouns.

I'm not comfortable writing mlm, even if it's just to complete what I started. Fetishizing gay relationships is always wrong.

And it feels irresponsible to leave it up with that knowledge now. So after some time for people to do whatever they need to do, I'm gonna delete it.

But if you're mlm and still really love BMC or just this fic and you wanna do a rewrite or your own updates, be my guest. I'm relinquishing my creative control on this one.

Otherwise, I'm personally at peace with letting this one go.

But thanks for all the love for it.

That all said the reason I never wrote more works is bc of guilt. I felt bad for not finishing this one, and trying continue it when I didn't care for it really stifled my creativity.

I'll write more, and I'll write better. I'm gonna move accounts. Find me on @vxnilla4o3 (as of writing this I haven't made the acc yet, but I will immediately after just gimme a sec.)

And for those interested, here's a mini list of content I genuinely enjoy, some of which I may just write about ;-) (with just a wee bit more chutzpah and enthusiasm.)

•My own original characters!
(You'll love em, I swear. 😩)

•A lil poetry maybe, I often write things of sapphic nature and relating to healing and self love, but sometimes I just write shit cuz it's pretty sounding.

•My Hero Academia

•Love Nikki

•FNAF

•Adventure Time

•Night in the Woods

•Prodigal Son

•The Umbrella Academy

•Death Note

•My Candy Love

•Kakegurui

•Welcome to Nightvale

•Danganronpa (unfortunately)
(I feel like I could rewrite the entire franchise better, but I won't get into that here.)

•Soul Eater

A very incomplete list, plus I still actively consume media. But just a taste of some faves of mine ig.

I hope to see you there. And again, sorry babes. ❤️‍🩹