Just Engaged || Completed

Part 8

Y/n's Speaks:

I stopped and turned around. I hung my head low. He hugged me real tight. He hugged as if there was no tomorrow.

He hugged me and caressed my back. He kissed my head giving me goose bumps all over my body.  I restrained myself. My hands were lying loose and didn't react. Not again Jin. Not again.

The sharp cat necklace that I was wearing was piercing into my skin due to his tight hug. I didn't react. I didn't want to.

"y/n. I'm sorry. I didn't see that" he said and rubbed his chest with his hands. I realised that the necklace was pressing against his chest too.

"It's okay Jin-ssi" I said and turned around again. I didn't want the same familiar pain again. It's not as if the pain is gone. I'm not ready for the wounds to be reopened and damage it even more. The sudden appearance just did not give enough time to even think. I wanted to get out of the situation as soon as possible.

"y/n. Where are you going?" he asked confused.

"Jin-ssi. Umm, I'm not y/n here. I'm shelly. So please keep your voice low. I work here. And sorry. I should never meet you. But I didn't mean to" I said still hanging my head low, pulling my ID card up and down anxiously.

It broke my heart. "y/n. You know how much I've been hurt after the night we met?" he asked.

I looked into his eyes. "We'll go somewhere private" I said and pointed a room beside the stage. He looked at the members and assured he was okay. They said they'll be waiting for him out. I went inside the room. He walked behind me.

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"Mike?" I called from inside.

Mike, the owner of the café came inside. "I have to talk to someone in private. I'll skip this session" I said and smiled.

"That's okay dear" he said and hugged me. He kissed me on my cheeks. "Is everything fine?" Mike asked.

"I'm fine Mike" I said and he gave Jin one other look, that Jin felt so uncomfortable.

"We'll be safe here Jin-ssi" I said. I shouldn't let my guard down.

"Y/n. Call me Jin. Who is that guy?" he asked.

"He's the owner of the café... Jin" I said.

He sighed. "Y/n. First, thank you for agreeing to talk to me. I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have left you like that on that day. I really, really tried hard finding you all this time. I even asked my company this morning if there were any updates about you. These past months have been a hell y/n. I'm sorry for not being man enough to make you stay with me" he said as his eyes started tearing up.

I was tongue tied. "Jin. We shouldn't be having this conversation. You... you are getting married in a few days" I said confused. He has feelings for me??

He gave a sad chuckle. "Y/n. My life isn't what it seems like it is. It isn't even my life anymore" he said and continued to tell what the hell actually happened.

For all this time, I thought I was the one to feel all the pain and agony. But at least I was living my life with the people who could understand me. I never knew he had to go through this much. I didn't waste any second late. I didn't know how I should react. I knew I missed him, but just because his life was a mess doesn't mean he wants me in his life, not especially the position where I need him to be in my life.

"I too missed you so much Jin. I..." I wanted to say I love him. But what if he didn't? How would he? I just stayed silent.

"Y/n. Where the hell have you been? We searched you all over Netherlands. But we couldn't find you. How did you managed to come here? And why is your name Shelly?" he asked shaking my shoulders.