Spain x Reader ~I Will Be There~

~I Will Be There~

Antonio Fernandez Carriedo, he was my best friend but also the man that I was secretly in love with, hell even I couldn't tell you when it happened. The thing was I was too afraid to say anything to him for fear of ruining our friendship. I sighed and looked at my ringing cell I was surprised to see who it was considering I haven't heard from him since my brother visited a week ago. I shook my head and hit answer. "Hola chica!" said a bright Spanish accent. "Hey Toni! What's up?" I chirped. He chuckled nervously. "Well we're having an open mic night down here at the café and I was wondering if you would come watch me preform?" He asked nervously. "Of course I would Toni!" I said happily. "What time should I be down?" I questioned. "Well we're getting the makeshift stage set up right now so why not around 5:30." He said. "Awesome! I'll see you soon Toni!" I said and hung up. I went and hurriedly got ready. I picked a  [2 colors] dress out of my closet . I had just gotten it last week and had yet to wear it because I had nowhere to wear it to. It was one of those dresses that in the front it stopped just about mid-thigh but in the back it was flowing a little over knee length. I slipped on the matching shoes and went into the bathroom to do my hair and make-up. I did a once over in the mirror before grabbing my keys and driving to the little café.  I parked my car and walked into the little café. I was surprised by how many people were jammed into the little café as I made my way around looking for Antonio. I finally spotted him. "TONI!" I yelled over the roar of conversation in the room. He turned around baffled for a moment, "Toni!" I yelled a gain this time waving my arm. His face went bright red as soon as he spotted me, and he made his way over. "Looks like you got a full house Toni!" I said happily. He scratched the back of his head in embarrassment. "Si, it does look that way." He said smiling. Then he looked at what I was wearing. "Why, don't you look all bello tonight." He said with a sly smile. I swear in that one moment my face turned as red as a tomato. "G-gracias Toni." I stuttered. He smiled and looked at the clock. "Take a seat chica the show is about to begin." He said, and with that he left.  ~*~ ~*~ I somehow managed to sit through the hour and a half of performances before Toni's and they actually all weren't that bad. I saw Prussia walking up to the mic.  "Now ze owner of zis establishment has a special dedication that he would like to make to ze lovely awesome miss [y/n]!" Gilbert said then was off then stage.  Toni sat down on a barstool in front of the mic and adjusted it then glanced at me, with those deep beautiful forest green eyes of his. I mentally smacked myself at my thought of Toni's eyes as he started strumming his guitar, and my eyes widened as he started singing yeah I had heard him play but I had never heard him sing before.

Somebody's leaving
Somebody gives a damn
Somebody's dreaming
'Cause somebody knows they can
You can
For all the times this world ain't fair
I want you to know

I will be there
To watch you go, to let you know somebody cares
I will be there
To love you when nothing works and no one cares

"[y/n], I think that it is time that you came back home....permanently." the older blonde male said. I look up at my older brother, Ludwig in shock, anger but most of all hurt. "You can't do that!" I yelled tears threatening to fall. "I can, you forget that I am your older bruder." He stated with such simplicity it made my blood boil. I clenched my fists at my sides as I felt the tears spill over, " BRUDER! Das kannst du nicht! Ich liebe ihn!" I yelled at his retreating back. Ludwig stopped dead in his tracks and my hands covered my mouth, I just spoke German and I never speak German, I haven't spoken a word of it since I gained my freedom from Germany; and that was many, many years ago. "Ja, and that is why you must return home, he will only hurt you in the end." He said then walked out the door. I decided to kick the closest thing to me which unfortunately for my bare foot was the refrigerator. I yelped,  "Dio maledetto che fa male! cazzo di Cristo, maledetto frigorifero!" I sucked in deep breaths. "You know, you would think Lovi was here from all that cursing ." Said a smooth Spanish voice. I about jumped ten feet in the air at the sound of his voice. I turned around and seen him leaning on the entry way, oh so sexy like.  Bad! Bad [y/n], you should not be thinking like this about your best friend. "Antonio Fernandez Carriedo! Do not scare me like that!" I panted. "Hehheh Sorry chica." He said hugging me, Toni pulled back and looked at my eyes and his expression turned into one of concern. "Have you been crying [y/n]?"  He asked staring deep into my red, slightly puffy, [e/c] eyes. I looked away as I felt more tears spring up. "No Toni, I'm fine." I said my voice cracking on the end. "Please don't lie to me chica." He begged gently taking my face in his hands, forcing me to look at him. The dam holding my tears finally broke. And I threw myself into his arms and sobbed uncontrollably. He cradled my head and rubbed small circles on my back, "Please amor, tell me what is wrong. I hate seeing you like this." Antonio said helplessly.  "Lud-Ludwig is making m-me g-go ba-back." I sobbed into his neck. "He can't!"  he exclaimed. "Apparently he can because he's my older bruder and I have no say in it." I cried. "[y/n], you are nineteen years old, you should get some semblance of a say in what you want." He said shaking. I shook my head. "So that's just it, you're just....gonna leave me?" he questioned with hurt in his voice.  "Idiota." He mumbled hugging me tighter.