late night conversation

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2:10 am. My eyes are wide open. I have been crying. This is one of the worst breakdowns I've ever had. I want this pain to end. But then I heard something at my window.

I gathered my strength to walk towards the window. There he is, Sugar is throwing pebbles towards my window. The sight of him really warms my heart. I go downstairs sneakily & ask him what's his problem coming here in the middle of the night. He just shrugs & states that he felt bored so he decided to disturb my sleep.

Lucky for me, he's here.

As we are walking down the night street, he asks "what's up with your eyes" oh yea they are swollen. My eyes soften.

"Thank you for deciding to disturb my sleep" "I had a really bad anxiety attack" I added. Sugar smiles. The smile that gives millions of reassurance.

"Whenever you're going through that, just remember to breathe slowly & take all the time you want. Remember all the people that love you & just focus on them. That usually calms me down"

What did I do to deserve this angel? I started crying. This feeling of sadness just comes rushing in. This is too good to be true.

"Thank you, Sugar"

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