Dark secrets

Chapter 15

After practically half an hour of searching i followed a muffled voice down an empty hall.
"I TOLD YOU TO...."
"WHERE WERE YOU?"
Only one of those voices sounded familiar. Jenna.
"Jenna?!" I shouted whilst slamming the door open.
"Jasmin? What are you doing here? How.."
"Who's that?" I ask pointing to the young man sitting down with scruffy hair.
"Ummm no one. Wait outside one minute please ja.." Before i even knew what was happening the guy walked out of the room.
"ASHTON!!!" Jenna shouted.
"For god's sake ashton!!" She said smacking her forehead.
"What in the world...." I ask looking out the door in the search for a small slim body.
Jenna darted her eyes to me. I looked at her confused. "So are you gonna explain or should i go find ash.."
"Ok there's no need for that, i'll explain"
"I just don't think i'm ready to tell you yet.." Ready to tell me what?
"Wait what? Why and how long have you 'not been ready' " i ask pressuring for an answer. She looks down. "Quite a while now" she says nervously biting her lips.
"What the heck have you been hiding that its worth not telling me?" I ask, becoming more angry.
"Okay fine. I guess there's nothing to loose." She says making her mind up.
"Just promise me to not get mad at all Jasmin, please?!"
I looked down on her begging me not to get angry. What was she about to tell me? Why would i get angry?
"I swear on my heart till i hope to die."
"Jasminn..."
"Okay i swear on my mother's life i won't get angry"
"Okay." She got up and sat down.
"This is going to be a long story" she said whilst directing me to take a seat beside her.
"So it all began last summer."
I look at her confused, still baffled about if i want to even hear this. "Okay so i went to that summer camp near our old lakehouse as work experience. I happened to have meet someone while i was on experience. I met this guy..."
" Was it that guy that had just come jn before? Ashy or what ever?" I gaspt.
"Are you telling the story or am i?. Secondly Ashton is the correct answer. Anyways so, he was really good with the kids when i wasn't, he would help me control them which lead to friendship. At the end of every day we would have a campfire with the stars above our shoulders and the cracking fire sparking in the middle." Hmm she's dragging this on.
"Ashton and I were sitting together talking about how he gets on road trips with his band members and how they're about to go on tour with a mega group from the UK. So i was just staring at him talking, he had beautiful lips might i add. I think he noticed that i was just starring and not replying so out of nowhere he kissed me. Passionate would probably be a good way of describing. After that night we got pretty close. Side by side on every activity. I had no idea what we were because i saw him flirting with others. But, On the last day we were near the lakeside by ourselves just relaxing." She takes a deep sigh.
"and out of nowhere ashton goes 'lets skinny dip!' And being the stupid teen i am, i agreed. I mean we did kiss during skinny dipping but we weren't in to it as much. Until.. After skinny dipping we hit the cabins and lets just say we went further than kissing."
"NO FUCKING WAY. WE HAD A PROMISE WE WOULD TELL EACH OTHER STRAIGHT AFTER ANY OF US HAD DONE IT JENNA!" I ask whilst gasping. I mean jenna was a rebellious teen but in a cabin, at a summer camp. I underestimated her. I know the real jenna. This seems so far away from the Jenna i know.

"Listen. I kept that promise and i called you. But it went straight to voicemail, i guess you were too busy on your yacht to pick it up. Any Who, the experience of actually doing it was INCREDIBLE like indescribable.But then we had to go out separate ways and we promised each other we would keep contact. But we really couldn't because he was always busy rehearsing and stuff. So we kinda grew apart and we kinda broke up. But These few days he happened to be in town and i decided to stay over with him. So i have no idea where we are at the moment." Her eyes searched mine for an answer. I just didn't know what to say. I have no words. Did we really grow up? Our contact really did hit rock bottom during the summer. Had no idea she was going through with this. I have been so attached to her my entire life that i feel as if every descion we make we inform each other. No matter how small or big. This seemed bigger than big.

Jenna's POV:

Okay i've gotten over the worse part. Who am i kidding she hasn't even heard the worst part. Do i tell her? There's no way she would forgive me.... Oh god why didn't i just listen..