Dear Monsieur

1/8/13 4:31 PM - S

Dear Monsieur,

I went back to school today. At first, I was just begging Ganesha to let me go home, but towards the end, it was a bit better. Not much, but by a number of percents. 

Maurice ( my dear cat ) has been such a sweetheart. I don't even know why, because he bites me and scratches me and has ripped my left leg open before, but he's just so nice at the same time. 

I love him.

But really, my day wasn't exactly fun. Sara and Hannah weren't at school today, so that took away from the day, and TJ isn't exactly perfect company. Sure, he's incredibly funny and very nice, he's just a boy. What can he do? All kids are like this now, how fucking depressing. 

Anyways, my friend claims that she can see outlines of spirits, and has really surprised me. 

She asked me if there was a cat. I asked if there were kittens, she said yes. I asked for the colors of them. She said one was orange and another appeared grey. I was shocked. I don't recall ever telling her the story. But I asked about the cat, and she said it seemed to be the mother. I told her that the cat ran away after the kittens died, and she and I assumed that was her. 

She also told me about a some birds, about the size of a parakeet. I was shocked by that, too. 

I asked her if there was a person, and she told me that there seemed to be a man. I asked for approximate height, and she said about 6 feet. 

I just - *sigh* I've had all of this stuff going on, and all of this fucking shit relating to 'this', and Darling, I have this feeling that it's you. 

Too much to explain, if you'd like my full story you can ask me. Maybe this whole this is just a constant bore. What do I know? 

More later, maybe tomorrow.