Dear Monsieur

1/8/13 7:40 PM - S.

Dear Monsieur,

I've been listening to 'I Dreamed A Dream' a bit lately. It's exactly how I see my life right now.

There was a time when men were kind

When their voices were soft

And their words inviting

There was a time when love was blind

And the world was a song

And the song was exciting

There was a time

Then it all went wrong...

But the tigers come at night

With their voices soft as thunder

As they tear your hope apart

As they turn your dream to shame

He slept a summer by my side

He filled my days with endless wonder

He took my childhood in his stride

But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'll come to me

That we will live the years together

But there are dreams that cannot be

And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be

So different from this hell I'm living

So different now from what it seemed

Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.

All of that up there ^^^^^

 I think I'm lonely, and dealing with death, and not fully over what has happened to ones I loved.

I just think I need my Monsieur. Now, Reader, you don't know who this Monsieur is, do you? 

I think you'll either figure it out or I'll spill it. 

Thank you for your time.