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Chp. 14

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"Oh I remember Wattpad!"

I very well know, I haven't updated my book since the 23 of February....But there's a reason why...but not a good reason.. it's because I was grounded.
I was actually grounded for a month and I snook on and did a chapter, but as you can tell, it was very short.

Many of you probably already gave up on me which really saddens me, but the people who've been waiting and waiting, I want to give you a BIG kiss and hug THANKYOU!
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What the hell is going on.

Where... Where did Harry go? And my friends? Im so confused right now, it's not even funny. This is impossible.

That dream, if it was a dream was like more than a week worth of a dream! Was I asleep for a week? Well obviously not because my mom wouldn't let me sleep that long... Plus I have a hard time sleeping in general... But what the actual hell?

"What?"I scream. How is this even possible? There's no way that was all a dream!? Or what if this is a dream.
I can't do this.

"What's wrong?" My mom finally walks into my room.

"University?" I say, probably sounding like an idiot if this is real.
My mom starts laughing at me like I'm a complete idiot, which scares me even more. So that was all that actually a dream? My friends? Harry? My kidnapping?

"Honey, are you ok..." My mom walks and sits on the tip of my bed.

Well, I don't know what's happening right now, and I don't know if this is real or not, so...no.

"Uhh yah, never mind, I'm just a bit overwhelmed I guess." I lie.

"Alright Elena. Well are you ready?"

"Yah, I guess."

"Alright well I'll leave you to clean yourself up, then you can come down and eat breakfast. Deal?"

"Deal." I give her a weak grin before she walks of and closes my room door behind her. Maybe I just need to wash my face, so I jump off my bed and run to the washroom. I turn the tap on, and splash gulps of water in my face before I walk back into my bedroom.
I start pinching myself, waiting for the moment for me to be back with Harry- back in London, with my friends.

I don't know what to think anymore.

I know that this situation is all messed up but you will get even more stressed if you keep worrying. Maybe it was just a little dream that was really scary, or meant a lot to me thats why it probably felt so long. But I feel like I'm empty now. This might sound funny- but I feel like I have nothing. I felt so welcomed in that school in my dream. Wait, that was highschool right?

That was my first year of highschool? So I was about...14-15? And I'm in university now...so I'm about 18-19?
Wow, it's so embarrassing I don't even know my exact age, shit. I'm really scared. It's going to be a whole different atmosphere in university.
I shake my head back and forth, so I can stop thinking because
apparently I'm going to university today.

Did I even pack? Well I don't even remember packing... although, I probably did, because my mom and I are organized so it's completely impossible for any of us to forget to pack even thought my stupid dream probably deleted that memory. I'm not even going to ask my mom about if I packed or not because I'll sound like an even bigger idiot than I did before, asking about university.
"Elena are you ready yet?" She screams from downstairs.
"Yeah I'm coming!" I scream back, forcing a blue pair of skinny jeans and a navy blue baggy sweater on my body, and letting my wavy hair rest on my shoulders. I walk back into the washroom and take out my makeup bag. I insert some mascara on my lashes and some foundation on my face.

So I don't look like a total mess, because that honestly what I feel like right now..

I run downstairs and sit on the table where my food is served.
Its weird how I kind of recognize this house. I don't remember exactly where I live right now, but it's ok. Plus the only way I'm going to find out is if I ask my mom, which I'm not going to do.
"Mom, where's my bags?" I say trying to start a conversation.
"There in the trunk. Remember? We put them In yesterday?"
"Haha yah, I wanted to se if you remembered, ha." I awkwardly lie.
She gives me a small grin before she giggles a little bit.

Well that wasn't even funny.

I finish eating my breakfast and head out to the washroom to quickly brush my teeth. I bet my moms going to ask me why I'm acting so weird today but I don't really have an explanation. I can't tell her anything about my dream because it was in fact the weirdest dream I've ever had and even if I tell her she'll probably think I'm one of the biggest idiots on the planet, so there's no point.
"Come on Elena," My mom calls out to me while she's throwing on her jacket.
I say "I'm coming I'm just putting my toothbrush away." I quickly run to the hallway to put my shoes on before I follow her out the door. My mom locks the door behind her before she jumps in the front seat of the car, while I sit in the passenger seat. I forgot that we even a Land Rover! It smells really good in here and I'm really going to miss this car.
"Elena I'm going to miss you so much." My mom finally says, making me want to cry. I feel like I haven't seen my mom in so long because of my dream and now, having to leave her, really hurts me. A tear involuntarily runs down my cheek. "I'm going to miss you so much too mom." I pull her in for a hug.
"Make sure to come visit me...a lot" I say before we both giggle. She finally starts the car and we start heading out the driveway. I'm going to miss this house so dearly. It's weird how I remember my mom, this house and even this car so easily, but I don't remember my own age or where I even live?

My memory is shit.
I stare out the window so I can see if anything looks familiar or if I can even recognize a street just so maybe if I sleep on it, it might click- but I dont.
But I'll probably remember it later on, so its ok.

My mom turns into a huge parking lot- I'm here. This is the Univerity that I will be in, I will meet new people in learn new things, as well as grow up in.
In honestly mind blown. My mother, now that I think about, surprisingly hasn't really told me about how Univerity was like, also, being an only child, I don't even have a brother or sister older than me that I can ask. I wonder why my mom never spoke to me of University... It would've probably been helpful if she told me what it was like.
"Mom? How was University for you? You never told me..." The words slip out of my mouth. I didn't want to ask in the first place, because what if it was a bad experience for her and she doesn't want to speak about it?

She looks at me then looks down at her lap, "It...it wasn't so great, I don't really want to talk about it."

Shit.
I should've just kept my mouth shut.
"Oh, it's ok mom, you don't have to speak of it...I was just wondering."
she gives me and understanding look as I know realize that the car is parked and shes hoping out. My mom hardly talks to me about any past experiences and I think is very annoying. Was your whole life bad? And even if it was, who am I to judge it? I'm your daughter, we can move on together, forget about it together, But no.

I follow behind her, not with any emotion really. I'm obviously nervous, everyone's nervous when they're being introduced to new things. But I just don't know how to react, or what to expect to be honest. I obviously know the basics, the cool people, the losers, the nerds, the jocks, the parties blah, blah, blah. But where am I going to fit in? "Elena?" My mother taps me, pulling me from my thoughts.

"Sorry," I apologize.

"I was asking you if you want me to follow you to your dorm?"

"Uh yes please," I giggle sounding like a two year old as we both look for the dorm number 7-1-4.
We finally find it, and I'm nervous, and curious. Who's going to be my roommate? Are he/she, I hope for a she, going to be messy? Rude? Annoying? Smart? Organized? My thoughts stop as I here the door of my new room, click open. I stare down at there shoes, tracing up there body to find out who's going to be my roommate. My eyes finally scan up to their face and my eyes widen as I step back in utter shock. I drop my bags straight to the floor, as well as my mouth.

It's Harry, Harry styles.