My little team player/ Woosan

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⚠️Do you guys mind if I made some changes instead of Felix being the next door neighbor I change it to Haechan. Sorry for the change please don't be mad.⚠️

⚠️WARNING ⚠️ ANXIETY, HOMOPHOBIA, AND SELF DOUBT
Wooyoung POV

"Why does it feel like everyone is staring at me?"i whisper to my self.  My anxiety is getting the best of me on this bus. It feels like everyone is judging me with these clothes.

I need Yunho, I can feel myself slipping but I'm not ready to transform. I wanna stay big, need to stay big to reach Yunho. This sucks because Yunnie is working right now. What would happen if I just showed up would he get mad?

No YOU ARE JUNG WOOYOUNG YOU CAN DO THIS!! I can do this I repeat over and over inside my head. I have an job interview today at SM FOOTBALL CENTER (SMFC). SMCF is also has a football team like yun is on but they are not as popular.

They need an water boy and ball fetcher so I filled out an application. I mean what can go wrong and they pay a lot. I didn't tell Yunho about this because I knew he would tell me to fill out over where they are but I want to show him I can be responsible.

While standing waiting for the bus to get to my stop I check my watch seeing time is going fast it's 11:30am and I need to be there at 12:00pm FRICKEN POP SICKLES!!!!!!

After 5 minutes, the bus comes to my stop. I hurry off the bus feeling a new pair of eyes on me every time I walk.  I look at the time to see it's 11:37 i knew if I kept this pace I was going to to be late so I speed walk down the street.

I see this stadium down a block just two more cross walks and I will be there.  I check the time to see I te 11:45. I can do this I can be there on time. Meeting the last cross walk I feel the pressure on my shoulders when the light turns red. I walk across the the street just when my day felt a little bad this but bumps into me making his coffee fall on my shirt. " Ow ow owie my chest it burns." I squeak out.

"What the hell, watch where your going and who the fucks says "owie" are you a baby or something". The guy looks at his friends. Before one of them says something that kinds hurt me. " look at him hae-joon he looks like a fag. I bet he is look at those pants and dyed hair." I feel the tears coming into my eyes.

"Maybe you should shut the hell up bitch and from what I seen you spilled your coffee on him you prude." A man with a deep voice said behind me. I turn around to see a bulky man with blonde hair.

"W-who are you talking to me" the man named hae-joon talked back. As much as I would like to sit here I can an interview. I look at the time to see it's 11:53.

I maneuver over and run towards the build door and run to the desk. "Hi *deep breath* Inter *deep breath* view."

"Oh you must be jung Wooyoung we were expecting you. You almost were late." I nod before saying sorry. I walk with the person down the hall to were there interview is being held. I know I look bad but if I explained what happened maybe they can let it though.

Soons when I enter I felt so many eyes on me and why are they so tall gosh it's scary.

"Hi, you must be Jung Wooyoung." One walks up to me a smile that looks beautiful and his Freckles. "Yes, I am he and sorry about my shirt a guy bump into me and knock his coffee on me." They gave me a Sympathetic smile before inviting over to the table to interview me.

"Mr. Jung sorry for the amount of people being here they wanted so see who will be welcome to the team not like on the team but never mind you know what I mean."

"It's fine I'm just nervous with all that their eyes on me." I looked at one of them to see he's already looking at me. I put my eyes down fast. "Well we can get started once one of the teammates come back."