𝐒𝐒𝐇 // 𝐀𝐊𝐀𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐈 𝐊

𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐕𝐄

TW: mentions of suicide

While waiting for your order you decided to order the Ramen before hand so it would be done by the time you got to the shop.

Drink maker person
"order for L/n Y/n?"

Y/n
"thank you!"

You smiled and left the store and started walking to the ramen shop.

Y/n
"why the fuck is my phone ringing- suna?"

Suna
"Y/n"

Y/n
"suna"

Suna
"i need you to come grab me, now."

Suna
"i'm not fucking with you right now"

you panicked.

Y/n
"suna what the fuck"

Suna
"she has a boyfriend"

that was enough to make you turn around and head back to the bubble tea shop.

Y/n
"okay i'm on my way then"

Suna hung up the phone and leaned back against his chair. 'she has a boyfriend' suna thought repeatedly, 'she has a mother fucking boyfriend'.

Y/n
"suna"

Suna
"let's go"

Y/n
"okay. I was just about to get ramen for the twins you want some too?"

Suna
"yeah sure"

Y/n
"so how'd you find out"

Suna
"told me someone was coming to grab her and it turned out to be her boyfriend"

Y/n
"i'm sorry that she had someone else"

Suna
"it's fine"

Y/n
"you know it's not Suna you've liked her for years of course it's not gonna be okay"

Suna
"why did I have to fall in love with her"

He leaned his head on your shoulder.

Suna
"this is some kinda bullshit i'm gonna kill myself"

Y/n
"double suicide?"

Suna
"let's do it"

Y/n
"alright date and time?"

Suna
"now right this minute"

Y/n
"no i want my ramen"

Suna
"fine"

He groaned rolling his eyes.

Suna
"sooooo you and Kaashi?"

you sighed and looked at him with a disappointed look.

Suna
"whatttt you seemed to like him"

he put his hands up in defence.

Y/n
"yes but he has someone else, so i have to respect that"

Suna
"y/n you're literally the it girl of inarizarki. Literally on the hall of fame when you graduate. I'm sure you could pull anyone you want"

He wasn't wrong.

Suna
"so do you really need akaashi?"

Y/n
"I guess not"

he gave a satisfied nod and looked at the little fish in the tank.

Suna
"exactly"

Y/n
"so i should try and move on then?"

Suna
"not move on since you literally just met him. But more like replace him kinda"

What does that even mean?

Summer Depression
if you can't love me who
will?