Lust love

Its gone be over soon

I believe in a lot of things , but this I don't . I have achieved many goals but this I wont .I've tolerated many people but him no way . I've been though a lot but this it's insane . I keep hearing "it'll be over soon " , but the truth is its not . I can't even go a day with out him on my mind. What's "soon" ,Tomorrow I hope . It took about 3 to 4 years to get me here and how many to get me back . I always wonder to my self , how would I have been before this situation . How does it feel to be happy . I'll never know . As tho it feels that way . I can't see a long road with sunshine , puffy clouds , and happy voices . I see a long road with rain , lions , and bears after me . As I walk down that road I see where it's leading me , but I keep going . I hear voices telling me " no , your going the wrong way ". " your taking the wrong road " . I ignore them ,Not caring ,because I know love Is at the end . When I see the rain I begin to Trun around , but it's to late , I'm stuck . The road behind me crumbles , letting me know it's no way back . A pool forms from my own tears, longing for a friend . Someone to love me , but I took the wrong road . How can this be over soon , when the road has crumbled and flooded. I can only blame my self , for not turning around . Only if I would have listened . My life would be a whole lot better . Today all I can do is ignore his presence . Pretending he's not there . I can't say it's going to be easy , but I'll try . Love has became lust , and feelings have became dust . If your reading this , take the sunny road . Follow it all the way , not looking back . Listen to your peers . Live life with little regrets . From experience , I know . It may be hard to choose the best road , but go for the one that glows. 💫🌟✨

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Make smart discussions .
Listen to your peers
Never be to easy
Hold on to your verginty
Never give your all
Take it step by step

Cause you live and you learn
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