Basically, M/n has OCD problems and Suga helps him.
I am not fully aware of how people actually feel with his disorder. If you do have it, please inform me if I'm being out of line or made an incorrect assumption. Thanks!——
3rd POV:
It was your normal Sunday. The day before school and jobs started up again, the last day before you could no longer relax in the safe of your own home. That's what M/n thought anyways. He stressed over tons of things. It's almost like he had OCD. But whenever that small tic in his brain told him it needed to be done at this time and this certain way, it overwhelmed him. Sometimes he'd think it over too hard and end up having a borderline panic attack. His hands would shake and he would sometimes pull his hair. He hated it having to do things in such a perfect way."H-hey Suga? Could you come over today? My desk....more like my pencils. They w-wont stay in the same position no matter what I try. And m-my fingers....they aren't tapping fast enough and-"
"Yes of course! I'll be there right away!" The grey haired male had become so worried about his friend in just one moment. He packed up his bag and continued to tell M/n to concentrate on tapping his fingers against the desk. He hooked his phone up to the car speaker so he could talk to M/n and not have to worry about crashing before he could help him. Suga ended up talking M/n down a bit until he pulled into M/N's driveway. "Is that you? Please tell me that's you..." M/n pleaded, wanting to feel the familiar warmth of the other males arms being wrapped around him as soon as possible. "It is. Now stay calm okay? I'm going to hang up." Suga ended the call when he got an 'ok' from M/n. He got out with what he'd like to call his 'help' bag for whenever M/n was in need of helping. This happened at least once a month. Especially when they are studying for tests. Suga walked inside, took his shoes off and placed them in a specific way so his friend wouldn't have to freak out about anything else. He sped walked up the stairs and knocked on the door 2 times. "M/n? Are you okay?" "Don't worry...just uh.. could you knock 3 times in a row please? It's really getting bad.." M/n spoke shakily. The other male complied and knocked three times before walking in. "Hey-" before he could even get a hello back, M/n was already in the grey haired naked arms, squeezing him tightly. "I'm so sorry to have dragged you out here for me.." M/n softly whimpered. Sugawara shook his head and gently placed the bag on the ground, then wrapped his arms around the smaller boys waist. "It's alright. My house isn't far from yours, M/n - kun." The soft voice of Suga's wasn't enough to calm M/n nerves all the way. "C-can we cuddle like we did last time? It c-calmed me down faster..." M/n suggested. More than happy to, Suga didn't hesitate to say yes since he had shared more than just friendly feelings towards the other. He felt strong, love like feelings that not even Shakespeare could put into words.Suga fluffed up a pillow after he had hung his jacket on the hook besides M/N's robe he kept on the back of the door, he was specifically told to hang it on.
He lay his head down on the pillow and opened his arm out, waiting for M/n to finish tapping the rest of the numbers for his fingers and laid down right beside him. He was shaking from all the overwhelming things his brain had made him do. It was as if all the demands had exploded into actions in seconds. His teeth were gritted when he saw the pencil slightly move. "Go fix it. It's alright" Suga said in a more calming voice. M/n, who had felt very heartbroken, crawled over to the end of the bed which was right near the desk, and placed the pencil where his mind had him place it.He lay back down and snuggled closely to his well trusted friend, who he'd also shared feelings for. But he wouldn't dare try to ruin something he didn't have to fix, or make just perfectly. Suga was already perfect. His hair, his body, his voice....his pretty eyes that M/n could get lost in if he stared for too long....
M/n had never felt so happy to of had a great friend who he didn't have to tell them twice to do something.....or have them say a certain word without them rejecting it and making M/n have yet another small panic attack. Though they weren't small to him.
"So...why are you being extra stressed today? Or has it been all wee-" before Suga could finish, M/n had cut him off. "Can we actually...not talk for a little bit? This time you don't have to just- it would be better if we didn't is all." The small boy looked down at his hands which were currently tapping each finger twice. The other smiled in agreement. "Of course." He wanted to kiss M/N's cheek so badly. But knowing how he might have another attack wouldn't be worth it. M/n nodded lazily as he leaned his head into the taller males chest.M/N's POV:
I felt comforted...for the first time in a while actually. Though Sugawara was always comforting and caring, he seems extra of both those things this time.
I felt an unnoticed touch, being placed on my hip, the up my shirt. I looked up slightly to see Suga was gently touching my waist. He rubbed my back and drew light circles around my shoulder blades. It seemed to have calmed me because my shaking had stopped and my heart beat had slowed to its regular beat which made my mind calm as well. Currently, no demands were being ordered. I was free for these short moments. I was so overwhelmed earlier, my eye lids wouldn't stay open. I slowly closed them as things became slightly blurry ever small measure as my eyes became closer to shutting. I sighed and closed them all the way, and nuzzled my nose into Suga's shirt. Today he must have taken a shower. His usual smell of vanilla is here. I can tell that's the type of cologne or body wash he uses. Now I know I may sound creepy but... the smell of vanilla has always calmed my mind. Even before I was diagnosed a few years ago.I moved my body closer as my breathes became more even. His arms pulled my waist closer to his as his chin rested on my head. "Thank you Koshi..." I whispered under my breath. My mind was too relaxed to the point where I drifted off into a deep sleep. When I woke up around 2 hours later, Suga was still there. He was playing with my hair softly with his fingers and smiled. "Good morning sleeping beauty. How was your rest?" He said, still using his calming voice. I smiled back. "It was nice. Thanks again. Umm.....did you not sleep?" I asked cautiously. He nodded. "I woke up a few minutes before you did."
I smiled. "Good."
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