TW!!!!!!: Suicide!
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M/N's POV:
I didn't mean to hurt him. He.....I don't think he meant to hurt me either. But....it happened and I hate myself for it. After all. Life's just an unfair game that you most likely will lose in the end. I mean...he was the one who hurt me first.
"Baby, I'm sorry! I was drunk!" Tendou walked after me as I continued to pack my things. "I knew you and Ushijima's relationship wasn't just friends. I should have known." I cried softly as I picked up my bag. "I'll be back in a few days to get the rest of my things." "Y/n baby please- it didn't mean anything I was just-" "Just what? Bored of me? I guess those kids who bullied you were right. You are just a freak. A freak who can't even love a person without wanting more....." I cried harder before slamming the door shut and running out in the cold rain. Not even a few seconds out there and I was already soaked. I heard the door open and foot steps running towards me. I gave up and turned to him. "What else do you want from me!? Huh!? I've given you everything I have! Money, support, love, everything that I ever owned and you just take it from me." I sobbed and clutched my shirt hard from the pain my heart felt in this moment. "You know those bullies were dumb kids who didn't know better. But you seemed like you meant every word. I know I'm a freak okay!? And I screw up sometimes but you're my everything!" He screamed across the parking lot. "Well then I guess you just lost everything.....g-goodbye Satori." I bit my lip and turned away, looking down, then walking to my car. "Y/n baby please don't leave me! You can't leave me!"
I opened my car door and set my bag in the passenger seat right before I was pushed to the ground roughly. "Ow ow ow ow ow!!!" I screeched and looked at Tendou on top of me crying.
"Don't leave me Y/n! You're all I have left....you believed in me.....loved me. I can't loose you too-" "well you should have thought about that before you cheated on me you- you-
Nasty Whore!" I shouted and cried at the same time while trying to push him off me. "N-now lets not forget who was the real nasty whore! You slept with half the people on the volleyball team before we even dated!" He sobbed more. I frowned and screamed. "Please let me go! You hurt me enough!" My punches got weaker and weaker as my crying got louder and louder. His face turned pale as his head fell onto my chest. "D-don't make me have to find someone new...a-and......nnngghh fuck!" His crying turned into yelling and punching at the ground. I widened my eyes in fear watching him.
"S-stop that Tendou!" "I fucking screwed up again! I'm so sorry Y/n!" His body looked like it was shaking. His body rose, still crying and sat up. "I'm sorry I can't even be a good person to you. I d-didn't mean to....." he completely stood up and looked down at me. I looked back and gulped. "I'm a monster that is unloving and worthless I admit it! But please.....don't leave me alone in this world that already hates me..." his face....there was no explaining how he looked. I knew he meant it. But it still hurts. "Tendou....." I sighed and stood up, almost slipping back from the puddle I was pushed into.
"I can't be with someone who I can't trust. Especially when that someone is you." I shrugged and tightened my lips. "Im sorry but I can't give you another chance. Not like this." I cut back my tears and got in the car. "But wait Y/n!-"
Before I heard anything else I quickly pulled out and started driving. I looked in the review mirror and bit my lip hard. 'I hope he'll be okay...considering he just got over being depressed......' I sighed. "He'll be fine. He's got Ushijima anyways."
I bit my lip as more tears fell from my eyes. My phone glowed up. I reached and quickly looked at it reading a text from Tendou......
T: You won't give me another chance. Like I said. You are my everything and I just lost you. Yeah it was my fault but at least I tried to make things right at the last minute. So I guess this leads to the whole reason I'm writing this text. I lost my everything. So there's no more reasons to be here anymore. I love you so so so much Y/n. Your punishment is not spending an after life with me. Though it's probably more pain to me than it is you....considering you don't even care. Bye bye love~
I widened my eyes and quickly turned back around and drove back. "Tendou your such a idiot!!!" I screamed then slammed on the brakes. I shout out of the car and quickly looked around. Left, right, where would he-
Above!
Looking up I finally see him at the top edge of the building. At least 6 stories high. "No no no no no! God please no!" I shout out and run to the building before I saw him, take that step off the building.
"NOOO!!!!" I cry running towards him.
Everything seemed to be blurred and slowed, as each water droplet fell, making a rippling affect in the puddle, to my steps, stomping onto the pavement. Every cry, every scream, everything just-
*splat*
Gone.
"TENDOU!!! NOOO!!" I cried running to his body laying on the ground. "God please no! Satori please wake up! Wake up!" I held him in my arms as I rocked back and forth crying. "I love you so so so much-" I ran my fingers through his hair as his face was now calm. He looks peaceful.
"Oh god why did you do this Tendou?" I cried harder and held him closer. The warmth in his body soon began to fade as so did his color. My body started to shake as I sobbed into his shoulder. "Tendou you aren't a monster..... you are the love of my life.... please don't go......don't leave me alone here-" I sniffed and pulled on his hoodie.
"Why did you have to leave me like this?......."
*inhales sharply*
"Tendou!?"
The end.
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