My feelings for you

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Arizona's pov:
I've spent all the night crying and trying to call Amelia but she never answered, I have to go to work but I don't think I can do it so I might aske for permission
I arrived and went to Bailey's office
-Hey chief?- I asked knocking at the door
-Robbins, come in- she said so I did- what happened to you? It's like you've been crying all night
-Yeah, I wanted to ask you if I can take a week off? I don't feel good and I don't think is good if I work like this- I said
-Of course but can you tell me what happened?- she was worried
-Am... Amelia left me- I said while crying again- a stupid intern kissed me and she saw us - she came and hugged me
-I'm so sorry, but didn't you explain it to her?
-I tried but she didn't answer, she just left me and I don't think I can make it without her- I said sobbing
- You can and you will and maybe she comes back soon...- she said trying to comfort me
- I don't think so, no one know about her... She left me- I said
-Okay take the time you need, I'll make sure when you come back that intern is not on your service, she will work with other attendings
-Thank you Bailey- I said and the left the hospital
I went to my house and just fell asleep on my couch, hours later a knock at the door woke me up, I run to open thinking it was Amelia but I was wrong, it was Maggie
-Maggie...hey- I said
-Hello Arizona can I come in?- I nodded and we walked into the living room
-So...?- I asked
-I have something for you, I found it today- she grabbed a little box - Amelia and I bought this yesterday, she wanted to propose to you...- I started crying again, I lost her when she was about to propose me, Maggie hugged me and when I calmed down she gave the box
-It's beautiful- I said looking at the ring in there- I lost her Maggie... I'm an idiot
-Hey is not your fault, you were trying to help that intern if Amelia could listen to your story she would forgive you
-But now she's gone... - I said sobbing
-She's going to come home- Maggie said taking my hand
-What if she doesn't? Nobody know where she is? what if something happens to her?!- I was freaking out
-Hey Arizona, calm down! We have to think positive
-I don't know if i can stay positive when Amelia is somewhere out there- I answered still sobbing- I love that girl so much...
-I know you do- she said and hugged me, we were there just talking when they called Maggie for an emergency so she left
I felt so lonely without Amy, I didn't know what to do so I started drinking, maybe it could help...