My feelings for you

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Arizona's pov:
It's been more than a year since Amelia left me, the first month was the worst, I used to cry and get drunk but with time I just do it when I think too much about her even my daughter Sofía asks about her "momma Amelia" and I make an excuse or just avoid her question.
I've been texting Amy everyday and I call her everytime I get drunk but she never answers anyway, since she left I never dated anyone else is like she took a part of me and I don't think I'm able to fall in love again.
I arrived to the hospital just to check on some of my patients and leave Sofía with  Callie
-Hey Arizona!- a female voice said, I turned around a see a familiar redhead
-April!!!- I run and hugged her- what are you doing here? You're suppose to be in Boston- I said pulling away
-Well, I wanted to visit my friend, plus Jackson has something to do here
-Well I'm glad you're here, why don't we go to my house? - I was so happy she's here, now I just miss Alex even if he's an idiot for leaving his wife
-Okay, let me pick Harriet, is that okay if she go with us?
-Of course!
We arrived to the house, I made some snacks and then we all sat at the couch
-So how is Boston?- I asked curiously
-It's amazing, we help a lot of people and I'm happy we are a family again- she said smiling
-I'm happy for you April, you and Jackson are meant to be- I said looking at my ring
-Mommy and daddy love each other so much!- Harriet said giggling- auntie Arizona?- she said looking at me
-Yes sweetie?
-Do you have someone you love like my mommy loves my dad?- she asked
-Yes I have, I love one girl so much... it's her and it's always going to be her...- I said almost crying and looking at the ring Amy was going to give me at the proposal, it's crazy I know but it's like carrying something of her with me- I will never love someone like I love her- I said thinking about Amy
-And where is she?- Harriet asked
-hey sweetie why don't you go to play?- April said avoiding the question
-Okay mommy- the little girl went to the backyard
-I'm sorry Arizona...- she said taking my hand, she knew about Amelia and how she left me, April used to call me the first months and just check on me.
-It's okay, I'm trying to get over it but is so hard for me to forget...- I said sobbing
-I know, you love her so much but maybe it's time to let her go- she said pointing to the ring
-I know but deeply inside I still waiting for her and I always will- I took off my ring and put it into the pocket of my jeans.
Then we spend the rest of the day talking about the company she and Jackson run and playing with Harriet, they left after and I went to my room, checked on some emails and started drinking again...
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