The love story of Bill Cipher (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter five- "All I want is a kiss"

I was craving him more and more each day. This feeling is growing faster and faster and is getting more painful. It's more pain due to that rejection and the annoying fact, 'He'll never LOVE something like YOU'

I wanted that fact to be lies. A lie created by my hateful brain. He'll surely give me one chance, Right? He has to. He must. I need him too. I want him too. I want this feeling of pain and suffering to go away. I want to be loved by something or someone. I want to feel happy for once and to feel excited to see someone and to have someone be excited to see my terrible face. I want to have to ability to make someone smile and laugh. To feel good around me. All I want is Dipper. His smile, laugh, body, scent, touch, Love...

But, I can't have any of that. I'm not human. Or a woman. I'm terrible. A demon. A thing who causes everyone pain. "All i would want is a small kiss. A little peck to the cheek would be fine. Appreciated. Accepted. Can't you give me that at least, Dipper?" My voice cracked and echoed through the mindscape. Was i being to straightforward? To desperate? Or am i just not worthy? Not perfect enough? "One kiss would be fine. It would be appreciated even if it was a tiny peck or a forced, pity filled kiss. I don't care! I just want one, please...." I sighed out, staring at my reflection.

I really am a terrible, imperfect being. I don't deserve a perfect man like dipper.....