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what the fuck?
what time is it?
where am i?
why am i with eren?!
After a few seconds of seeing eren face you pushed him off and took a few steps back. Starting to get emotional you slapped your hand over your mouth and rushed to the toilet putting your head straight into the bowl throwing up all the liquids you had downed tonight and probably your last meal.
Eren came over to you rubbing your back and holding your hair back out of your face making sure no sick would get in it.
"y/n are you okay...?"
after coughing a few times you replied
"get out... right now"
"no i'm not leaving you like this y/n"
"eren" you pleaded looking back at him with your sadden eyes in guilt.
"fine but text-"
"leave dammit" you spoke your last words then he left.
After your "ex" left you started to cry still throwing up cause wow you drank heavy tonight hoping it would be the best night of your life quickly turning into one of the worst nights.
"What have i done,,i can't tell jean,,i've fucked it,,why did he do that,,why did i..was it my fault,,i drank too much,,what have i done?!" The voice kept repeating over and over again.
You started to have a panic attack the thought of losing jean scared you to death,,having had them before you knew what to do and that was picture your happy place which was with jean laying on a beach watching the sunset from shore admiring the love of your life how everything in your life was set in stone.
After a few minutes of the episode you pushed your self up from the floor and made your way to the sink splashing some water on your face to calm your self down bringing you back to reality and wipe off the black streaks of mascara and eyeliner.
After making your way out looking as presentable as you could you made your way to find anyone you knew other than eren. After a few times of pushing past the crowd you found connie faded as usual if at a party budging him because he looked half asleep or just high af.
"hey connie have you seen jean." you leaned down and spoke so you could be heard over the music
"hmm jean kiristein horse face ugh... i dunno cant remember, ask reiner or sasha i don't know. i'm tired can we go home now. in fact i need to get laid i haven't in a while."
Connie went off topic a few times you barley even understanding so you decide to go and look for him yourself connie also getting up to find a "one nighter" soon after looking around you found jean siting at the bar with a glass in his hand talking to all the boys .Walking closer towards them you saw a face you did not want too see which of course was Eren's laughing along with the boys.Jean didn't even realise he was there cause he probably had abit much to drink. Making your way up to the bar you wrapped your hands around jeans chest and placed your head into his neck.
"can we get out of here i'm so tired" you said
"yeah soon babe just lemme finish this drink" he replied
You were desperate to leave and the only thing you could think of was sex to make him move any quicker.
"jean i wanna do it i'm so horny" you said lightly placing a few kisses on his neck.
"ah shit fine let's go"
"yay" you let go of his chest and smiled and waved at all the boys around the table making eye contact with each of them except eren.
Jean downed his drink said his goodbyes then placed his arm around your lower back keeping you close and escorting you out.
"car sex?"
"bet"
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HITCH POV
"ha y/n you lucky bitch"she whispered to herself.
She saw you leave the bathroom she saw someone else leave just before obviously thinking it was Jean right cause you guys are dating but looking too her left she saw him sitting with reiner marco and armin having a drink. After the first person walked out a bit of light fell upon his face showing it was no other then eren.
AUTHOR NOTE:
kay this chap was all over the place but i hope it made sense. apologies it took so long and i hope yall are enjoying please leave comments and vote <3
"that's not cheating if i wasn't with yo ass" - doja 😩
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FanfictionYou and your long time boyfriend facing struggles of high and lows. are you toxic? or is it just the insecurities of your past? read to find out... i do not own any of the art or characters this book does contain a whole lotta SMUT and swearing so p...
