SUNDAYOnly a day and a half had passed since the argument with Jean you barley to each other well mostly you never spoken to him. He usually tried doing small talk with you to see what he could get out of you but it was the same blunt answers each time.
Today was the day you were gonna see eren at the hospital to check how his recovery was going the time now was 7pm the sun was still just above the horizon just about too set. You hadn't spoken to Jean this morning which didn't bother you but you knew in the back of your head you were gonna have to start talking to him sooner or later also cause you live together however you had a sense Jean was sneaking off somewhere recently leaving late coming back even later roughly 10pm-12am you refused to believe it was cheating because Jean wasn't the type of person to that right?
After your overthinking moment in the car you arrived at the hospital made your way inside to Erens room 712 as you looked through the door window you saw him packing he still had bandages wrapped around his head and hands but other than that he looked fine, you took a deep breathe and knocked on the door stating your name "hey it's y/n" then waited to be told permission to enter.
"Oh come in"
You entered his room 712 your body was feeling a bit tense but soon lost its tension as being greeted with a hug from eren causing you to being smothered into his chest.
"I'm so sorry y/n I didn't mean too I- was..."
You could hear his sobs above your head you knew he didn't mean it right?
"Shhh I know know..." you stroked his back comforting him your own eyes starting to water
"Someone drugged I think me y/n I don't know who it was but I know someone gave me something"
"Yeah okay shhh I know." You spoke up as you untucked your head from his chest and guided him to sit on the bed next to you.
"Eren I don't think we should be friends"
"Y/n please don't leave me not like everyone else please"
You couldn't stand to look at him or you'd just start crying so what you did is stare up at the lights and imagine you're life was so much different to this one now. That everything was perfect.
"I'm not leaving you I just need space what you did that night eren wasn't okay but I forgive you because I don't blame you. we can be friends but not social. if I see you around that's cool but I won't ever contact. OKAY?"
he bent his head down in shame but you lifted it up and cupped his cheeks with both hands and kissed his forehead. "I forgive you and will always love you that will never change." You rested your forehead against his and then left out the door before he could say anything as you shut the door behind you tears were running down your face making your way back too the car once you got in you sat down and wiped your tears and began your way back home to see Jean.
Once you made it home you saw that Jean wasn't home yet which gave you the opportunity to shower and get changed until he got back. After your shower the time was 9pm soon you made your way to the living room and put on a movie and waited for jeans return maybe 30 minutes into the movie you heard keys from behind the door and in walked Jean.
"Hey" he spoke while taking off his shoes
"Hey...Where were you?"
"At work...y/n I can't keep up with the blunt short conversation anymore please."
"..." you didn't reply you still felt awkward after the position he put you in but you were too stubborn to talk it out first.
Jean did a angry sigh took his shoes off at the door and marched his way in front of the screen view gaining your attention and leaned down into your face shaking your shoulders.
"Y/n stop being such a bitch and speak to me damn it"
"I hate you" you spoke softly your eyes began watering tears brimming from the corners being held back with absolute strength.
Your faces only inches apart the tension high.
"No you don't " he spoke eye contact through every word his hands had moved up to cup your cheeks each second your lips getting closer and closer until they finally met.
A wet sloppy kiss Jean taking dominance his tongue in your mouth you're in his he wrapped your thighs around his waist and started carrying you to the bedroom.
You knew you weren't going to come back out of that room having normal mobility with your legs.
Author note:
Smutt next chapter I'm so damn tired sorry it took so long yall I'm busy with college <3Vote & Comment :3
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FanfictionYou and your long time boyfriend facing struggles of high and lows. are you toxic? or is it just the insecurities of your past? read to find out... i do not own any of the art or characters this book does contain a whole lotta SMUT and swearing so p...