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You can't describe someone you haven't met.

And maybe, you can't describe someone you've known a long time.

I don't think I know anyone.

I am just aware of their existence.

But, they're not aware of mine.

It's just a belief I have, and one I'll stick to until somebody breaks it.

Oh, look at you. Trying to be inspirational, huh?

Of course, she doubts my pseudo-inspiring speech as she is a complete pessimist. But, ignore her for now.

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Sometimes, I honestly want to scream at myself. It's a little odd, but it's true.

I hate how pathetically weak I am, I'm too sensitive. I crawl around in the dark, hoping to be saved.

So much for answers.

I close the door on others, but it's so easy to unlock. And you don't even need a key.

Inside the room, is a little girl with pencils for fingers, fumbling with her hands.

You're weak, build up.

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A friend shouldn't care.

I stare intently at the board, spacing out. There's always a possibility. I'm not good at keeping people.

My fingers are icy, wrapped in snow. Metaphorically, that is.

People aren't that stupid, moron.

I beg to differ.

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Paranoia, oh paranoia.

Why are you scarring me, leaving red paint on my skin?

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There's no excuse for bringing others down, as they are already above you. And they won't stoop to your level.

I give my gun away when it's loaded, how am I supposed to shoot if you don't hold it?

Oh wow, putting lyrics now, eh?

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As Matthew Mayfield best said, "Sew your teeth, and feast. You ****** up masterpiece."

"But, I still love you, and you still love me."

I can't express to anyone how much this man understands me.

And I don't even know him.

"What if I don't want to be the lonely one?"

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I need a guide.

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