PS1: Madly Inlove

PROLOGUE

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✾❦ PROLOGUE ❦✾
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I've been staring at her with so much different emotions.

She was talking, laughing and smiling with the other kids, while me on the other side was just staring and observing everything she does.

I'm just 10 years old and she's 7一3 years gap. I dunno why I always look at her with different emotions, I'm just a kid like her but why do I feel like something like I know deep inside is dangerous.

I saw how her face turns where I am, then she give her wonderful smile even tho her teeth is a little bit misplaced but good god that was a nice scene I've ever seen.

I feel my own heart skip a bit then seconds later I heard a loud thud from inside my rib cage. My heart is screaming her name loudly that I could hear.

I look at her intently when she step a steps towards me, while her hands are inviting a hug. She want a hug from me that made me happy yet I know that I don't want a hug一just a hug一I want more, more of her body against me, more of her body touching mine.

I know at the very young age一I know that I've been fucked up. Who could not? I'm totally sick in the head.

I look at her waiting her skin against mine. I taken a step back to balance myself from falling when she slam her body and hug me like a monkey.

I hugged her. Placing my face in her neck and sniff her natural baby scent. I heard a giggle from her. That made me hug her tight, her body felt so smooth and fragile against mine. I'm afraid that if I tighten my hold more it will break her into pieces一but at the same time I'm obsessed hugging her tightly. And know how perfectly she fits between my arms, how we perfectly fits for each other

I licked her neck that made her laugh and wiggle her body against me, I know that she thought that I was just tickling her but I know my self that I want to taste her. She's so young, naive and innocent to ever think something like I did.

I know I'm just a young boy too but my mind isn't, my feeling isn't and my body feels isn't一the young one is just my age, age doesn't matter from everything.

I put her down to stop her from wiggling but I didn't let my arms away from her body.

She giggled again ❝ Kuya, let's go play with the other kids ❞

I know, everyone will think that I'm sick and mad一which I am, but I don't care.

All I care is my little sister, All I want is my sister and All I need is my sister.

She's the cure of my own disease, no one else.

❝ You want to play with kuya? ❞ her smile lighten up then nodd repeatedly. I smiled, she's so adorable ❝ let's go home then and play ❞

Her face frowned ❝ Just us? ❞

My hands went to her face ❝ You don't want to play with me? ❞

❝ I do want it but it's more happier if were many ❞ she whined.

❝ Does that mean that kuya isn't enough? ❞ I act like I'm sad, I saw how her expression change.

She hugged me that made me smile ❝ No, ofcourse not kuya you're more than enough to be my playmate ❞ she said.

I'm just her playmate, why does it sound awful. I shrugged and carry her home.

When we set our foot in our porch, our home felt nothing no sounds from our maids and either from our parents.

I open the front door for us and enter. I roam my eyes every corner of the room but it's empty, I hold her wrist and pull her upstair.

❝ Kuya why is it so quiet? ❞ I just give her a shrugged.

We went to my room, she ran to my bed and lay while I locked the door.

❝ What game we will play? ❞ she asked. I hummed acted like I'm thinking.

❝ What do you want to play? ❞ she pouted. 'Cute'

❝ I don't have anything in my mind ❞ I approached her.

❝ come here let me hug you ❞

❝ Why? ❞

❝ Don't you wanna hug me? ❞ I answered her a question just like I always do.

❝ No, I love your hugs and kisses I feel your love ❞ I hummed.

She crawl to me then sit on my lap and circle her arms around my neck. I incircle my arms around her waist and give her a tight hug.

She hid her face in my neck.

❝ Kuya ❞ I hummed. ❝ I thank mom and dad because they give me a brother like you ❞

I felt the warm hugging my heart that made me smile ❝ I thank them too that they give me you❞

She face me ❝ I love you kuya ❞

That made me happy but at the same time sad, she love me as a brother but not a man.

While me一I am romantically inlove with the same blood running through my veins.

I一Lucifero is madly inlove with my sister一Calista.

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✾✫ To be continued... ✫✾
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