Friends till the end [Completed]

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To crush on someone takes an minute. To like someone takes an hour. To love someone takes a day. But to forget a loved one takes a lifetime.

-Unknown

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*2 weeks*

Chemistry POV

I finally got settled into our new school. Roc is officially my new bully. Even though we all stay in the conjunction house. It's getting worse than ever. Jaden walks with me at school and so does the gang. They won't let me walk around by myself. It's annoying but I do it anyway.

I go into the girls locker room. I go by myself this time. No one is in here. I came at the perfect time nobody is going to come in here. Gym class isn't even going on right now. Everyone is in Core classes. I pull out my notebook and start writing a paper. The door opens and I look up and see Roc and Mark. They are both smirking at me.

Mark: happy to see us sugar tits

Chem: get away from me

I start packing up and I stand up. Roc slams me on the lockers in the locker room. He lifts up my skirt and moves my panties and rams his fingers inside of me. It wasn't pleasure at all to me. I tried to make him move. He forced me into the lockers even more.

Roc: you better like it or else.

I fought back all my tears. I hate Roc I should have never forgave him. All he does is hurt me more and more.

Roc smashed his lips into mines. He kissed me hard and forceful. Something about the kiss was weird. Even though it was painful he still cared. I could tell he did. He pulled Back and looked in my eyes. He tried to make fear and his eyes. But I still saw the love and affection. He slipped his fingers out of me.

Roc: if you tell. We will make you regret it.

I spit on him. Which was very stupid. He hit me. He slapped me and punched me in the stomach. I clutched on to my stomach. I looked up and cried. Not because he hit me. I cried because I fell for a jerk like him. I still do love him. I never stopped. But I guess I might have to.

Roc and Mark left the room. I grabbed my stuff and went to a mirror. I looked at my face and it was horrible. My eyes were red and puffy, my face had a bruise on it. I looked terrible. I'm going to stay in the locker room for the rest of the day. Which is only one more period.

I pulled out my pencil sharpener. I unscrewed the screws and took out the blade. I ran the blade over my arm a good bit. Then I stuck it into my skin causing blood to gush out. I looked at it and cried even more. I didn't want this to happen again.

I saw a flash and I looked up to see Lala. She smiled then looked at my arm and frowned.

Lala: wow I should have came earlier

Chem: why it wouldn't make a difference.

Lala: Chemistry stop playing

Chem: why I should be dead too. Roc hates my guts for no apparent reason. Life is a bitch and death is her sister.

Lala: make good choices. Don't let peer pressure mess you up. Someone's gotta give opportunity. But you had it more than once.

Chem: look at my face. You see this it's bad. I lost my baby,I started killing again. My world is ending. People are out to kill me. What the fuck is getting better not a damn thing. I hate my life now. It's falling apart. *puts head down and cries* I hate it so much. I wish I was dead.