On Saturday morning I told mom I was going to have breakfast at Hyunjin's and went to his place on bus. I went to Mac before going to his apartment as a way to compensate for not going with him yesterday.
I entered the lobby and went to the 5th. floor, where his apartment is. I was a little anxious about why was I really here. And I was standing outside his door like an idiot debating whether or not I should ring the doorbell.
Ten minutes passed, the pancakes on the bag must be cold already. A woman came out of the door besides Hyunjin and I rang the bell when I saw her. I felt like she was going to judge me for being outside for no reason, hate it here.
When I rang the bell Hyunjin open the door and pulled me inside. His eyes were red, he looked a mess and hugged me... I let the our breakfast fall on the floor and my arms went around him for instinct.
"Thanks God..." He told me in a very quiet voice while sobbing on my shoulder. It was something quick, and without knowing what was going on he took my hand and dragged me to the living room.
"You see, I don't need you, mom pays for this place and my friends come over all the time. Just because I happened to be alone yesterday can't make you take me back" He said all of that to a men standing in front of us. I knew he was lying about that last part but didn't said a thing.
"Kim Seungmin, nice to meet you" I said extending my hand and bowing respectful to that man.
"Nothing last forever son" this men told Hyunjin and completely ignored me leaving the apartment.
Hyunjin just started crying and fell to his knees. I've never been in this situation before... I don't have a clue of what to do, or act like. I just lean to him and try to hug him. As he feels my touch he hugs me back and found a position in which this hug is comfortable for both of us.
I don't know what just happened, I don't know why he's crying and I don't know why he exaggerated our relationship as if we were the best friends ever. But what I do know is that all he needs now is someone, and I am that someone.
He gets himself out of the hug and clean his eyes. We are both sitting on the living room's floor and I just keep looking at him with worry all over my face just like a hint for him to know that he can tell me anything.
"I'm sorry..." His voice is at the verge of cracking.
"It's ok, don't be sorry for braking, is natural" How the hell I know this will make him feel better? I didn't had time to think, it just feels so...
"It was my dad" he took a deep breath and I nodded for him to know he had my full attention.
"My mom cheated on my dad years ago. He got married again and always mentions how my youngest brother is his only son" he opened his feelings at this point and I had no right of stoping him.
"He simply is looking for reasons to go back to his place because my brother needs help at his responsibilities in the company" a bitter laugh came out of his mouth as a form of anger.
"I think I've been used as a tool ever since I learned how to talk" he said cleaning the last tears that left his eyes.
I didn't know what to say, I don't do this kind of things. I just remain quiet and wait for him to say something.
"I'm sorry, this is non of your business" he told me standing up and extending his hand for me to come up. I grabbed it and stood in front of him.
I went to the door and I just knew his head went down with threatening tears wanting to come out. I grabbed the bag I was caring and walked back in.
"Well, I bought Mac to compensate yesterday" I told him forcing myself to smile so that he didn't feel bad.
"Ou, thanks mate" we both sat in the floor to eat our breakfast. No word was spoken, the only thing to be heard was silence and the sound of our mouths chewing. I was at the middle of my meal when my mouth just slipped.
"Mate, this is going to sound miserable but, this is my first time having an actual friend so... Be patient please, I don't know what I'm doing" I really felt what I said and I think that he got that.
"You're doing great mate" he told me now with a smile in his face placing another bite of pancakes on his mouth.
He later turned the tv and we started watching SpongeBob. Our breakfast were done and he picked up the trash.
I made myself to the couch and hugged a pillow. Later Hyunjin told me he was going to take a bath and left to the bathroom. With that I got comfortable on the couch and soon after, fell asleep.
I'm not concerned of how many time I've slept but the sound of my ringtone woke me up. Before I even sat up, someone picked the call for me.
Hyunjin standard there looking at me while I was waking up.
"Hello Ms. Kim, is Hyunjin" he said.
"Yeah, he felt asleep after breakfast"
"Ok"
"Alright!"
"Ok, I'll tell him" he said and now I was looking at him really wondering what was he talking with my mom. He hang up and looked at me with that smile he always has on.
"Well, apparently your mom wants us to go have dinner at your place" he told me.
"And she told me that a friend of Jisung is going to be there as well. She told us te be there by five so we need to hurry." You get the fact that I couldn't even process the things he told me but I did still stood up. Hyunjin was starting at me.
"You look like an sleepy dog" he told me "adorable" he said placing a hand in his chest dramatically.
I changed my expression and ran towards him playfully. He was trying to scape me and I was trying to chase him. We were both running around his apartment like two kids.
"Time out mate, I'm tired up" he said laughing sitting on the couch. I only laughed and sat besides him.
"Mate, we need to get going" I told him reaching out a hand for him to stand up. We walked out of his apartment and he locked up de door.
We made our way to the bus stop, and went home.
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Rude Boy || Seungjin
Fanfiction"Hey rude boy" his fingers intertwine mine as we make our way out of highschool. That blond guy, he just entered my life and caught me defenseless. Started: 05/28/2021 Finished: 07/01/2021