|As The World Caves In - TWILIGHT & HP CROSSOVER|

eight

~I honestly think Azkaban would've been better than being there.~

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We walked into the living room and saw Harry sitting on the couch. He was reclining on the back of the couch, looking at the ceiling.

"Alright," I got his attention, "we should start. I want get it over with."

He just nodded. I went to sit on one of the smaller couches with Teddy and Edward sat across from me. It felt strange having him here.

"Ok, so after you, you know, we took your body back like you asked. Mad Eye managed to pull us away after a few minutes. He dragged us to his classroom, and started asking strange questions. Then he looked like he was fighting something and he was looking around the room for something. It turned out he was actually Barty Crouch Jr. After all that happened I didn't come out of my room until they made the memorial for him, well you. Afterwards, I wasn't happy for a long time. I did things I'm not proud of. I let my grief get to me. I rebelled started drinking, and eventually I turned to boys as a coping mechanism."

I pauses for a second, holding back tears. "You don't have to continue," Edward said after I paused for a little too long.

"No. I want to." I took a deep breath, "I slept around. I thought it would help with the pain if I tried to move on. For a while it worked but then the next morning all I got was a horrid hangover, and I couldn't get over the feeling of regret and guilt."

Harry continued after I finished, "during the summer we went back to our relatives place. Around the end of it, we were attacked by dementors when our cousin was around us. We had to use the patronus charm to rid of them but that had its own consequences. We were gonna get expelled for underage magic and for doing it around a muggle. We got a trial, they decided we were innocent. After that we went to school we got a bloody horrible teacher. Her ways of punishment included using blood quills. She had all these dumb rules. I honestly think Azkaban would've been better than being there. She wouldn't teach use anything about spell so Lily and I took matters into our own hands. We taught a handful of student how defend themselves. We got busted in the end but it was helpful for so many people."

I knew what was coming so I took over. "George and Fred dropped out in the best way possible. While we were taking out O.W.L.S they flew into the great hall and blew up fireworks everywhere." I smile thinking about that day. "During Fred and George's little show me and Harry got some sort of vision. I-it was Sirius getting tortured by Voldemort at the ministry. So we went. Our friends refused to let us go alone. It turns out he needed our prophecy, it could only be retrieved by us so he need us to get it. It was all a trap. We ended up fighting some death eaters, the order showed up after-"

"Order? What is that?" Edward cut in.

"It's the Order of Phoenix. It was made during the first Wizarding War. They fought Voldemort's followers and helped during the war." He nodded in understanding. "Anyway, they showed up after a while. They said they would take over but Harry and I were to stubborn. Harry was fighting with Sirius and I was with Remus. Sirius was hit by a spell that sent him back though a veil. It was the veil it was a one way portal to death. Remus and I had to hold Harry back so he wouldn't follow him. Harry and I sort of got possessed by Voldemort and he also got in a duel with Dumbledore." I sighed. "Things only got worse after that. Stores in Diagon Alley were shutting down and death eater attacks were everywhere. We gave Fred and George the money from the tournament and they opened a shop. It was amazing everyone went there. It was brilliant. I was so proud of them. During that Diagon Alley visit we saw Malfoy doing some sketchy stuff. Harry thought he was a death eater, the rest of us weren't very convinced."

"Come on you can't blame me. His father attacked us at the ministry it would only make sense if he was one. Besides I was right."

"Yeah, yeah. Let me finish. That year was different. Snake was our dark arts teacher and we got a new potions professor. Professor Slughorn. This year was mostly Harry being suspicious of Malfoy and being a spy for Dumbledore. At the beginning of the year I wasn't doing so good. This was the time I had started drinking, a lot. I slept around a bit."

"With who?" Edward asked.

"What?" I asked dumbfounded.

"Who did you sleep with?"

"I don't think I should tell you?"

"Please. I want to know."

I let out a breath. "Um... I don't remember some of them cause I was drunk most of the time but I'll tell you who I do. Ok, um... Seamus, Dean, after his break up with Ginny, Fred, during the summer we agreed nothings would come out of it, I think I also did it with some girls but I don't remember. There is one more but we were really drunk and it was the heat of the moment. I may have slept with Ron Weasley."

I imagine their living room sum like this

A/N hiii yall sorry it took so long i had like 0 motivation but i told my self no you have to im sorry for having her sleep wit ron I wanted to do draco (for the sake of her being Harry's sister and everything that happens with them in 6th year) but my sister threatened me not to it'll just be to show how bad she was doing after their deaths