Cesar Diaz x Fem reader

Chapter 9

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POV y/n
we are using ruby as makeup test for me and Olivia's  quince. He then left so I was still think of what type of eyeliner to use. He went to go see Jamal. While I was looking up eyeliners on my phone "hey how do you think this looks" I said showing Olivia my phone "nah to basic it has to stand out" she said "ok I'll keep looking" I said until  I got a text from Cesar it said that he has to kill latrelle . I was shocked a little and then I told him I would go with him but he told me it wouldn't be safe.
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I'm at the park looking for coordinates I think monse said I didn't really pay much attention I was looking when two guys  cat called me i turned around smiling and walked to them and then I grabbed their shoulder seductively and then punched him and I kicked his area.it was hilarious I watched them running away holding there private."I didn't find any thing" I said with a sigh " me either" said Monse "I really don't believe in this shit I'm leaving" I said kind of frustrated I just wanted to plan my quince with Olivia, I wanted her to help me because my mom isn't going to be there, and she has good taste plus I was planning on spending the night at her place. I'm really getting attach to Olivia she is like my best friend besides Monse, but she brings out my girly side I would hurt anyone whoever hurts her and that's a promise. She isn't as bad as I thought me and monse made up a long time ago and now it's like nothing happened even tho she still flirts with Cesar at times she doesn't think I notice but believe me I do
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I'm with Olivia in the kitchen she is calling the group because she is worried sick about Cesar I don't why she's so worried about him but that's how she is she worries about people to much I'm sure of ruby or monse were in the same situation she would be worried sick, I'm just listening to the convo she then hung up upset because she didn't get any info about Cesar. Time passed and i got a call from ruby that they need a ride, so I went with my car

And I just drove them to the pool and i just stayed in the car and just on my phone Jamal came back soaking wet "Jamal you just got my fucking car wet" I said "I'm sorry but you don't want to know what happened in there" he said it turns out they didn't find anything and we are on our way to the pool theater I'm going super-fast because it's fun to see Jamal scream. "Y/N SLOW DOWN STOP GOING SO FAST" jamal said screaming "fine your no fun" I said with a pout "we're here" i said I still stayed in the car waiting. I then went inside because they were taking so long, I walk in, and I see them mad at Jamal and it turns out that the money was just chocolate fake coins I just started laughing " what are you laughing at" they looked at me angry I look at them. And sit down and crossed my legs smirking "yall really thought y'all were going to fine real money it was obvious he was messing with y'all and now Cesar has to kill someone" you said kind of sad that the fact that y'all couldn't save him.
"y'all want to get him out so much it's pathetic THERE IS NO WAY OUT" I said screaming the last part " how do you know that" said monse " I TOLD YALL THIS MILLIONS OF TIMES I AM PART OF THE SANTOS AND I'VE BEEN IN IT FOR A WHILE YALL DIDNT NOTICE BECAUSE YALL WERE TO WORRIED ABOUT CESAR TO EVEN LISTEN TO ME DONT YOU THINK I'VE TRIED TO GET OUT I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR LOOP HOLES THERE IS NOTHING" I yelled "there's nothing" i said with a lower tone my eyes started to water there was silence "but what if-" said Jamal but I cut him off "there is nothing we can do it's over" I said silence filling the room I then went in the car, I've tried, and I've failed the man i love. A tear fell down i quickly wiped it away before anyone saw me. they then got in the car I drove them back at full speed the ride was quit, and I dropped them off and I stayed a Ruby's house because Olivia wanted me to spend the night which I gladly accepted. Me and her have been baking and doing face mask and doing our skincare treatment because i didn't want to get acne on my big day. I always had all the stuff i needed in all my friend's house i had extra clothes and ect. In Ruby's house, Monses's house, Cesar's house and in Jamal's house but i don't stay in his house much because he snores... very loud. Olivia fell asleep and i went outside on the porch and sat on the stairs i got my vape out and started puffing it, it didn't even make much effect anymore it doesn't cover my pain anymore so I threw it across the street and pulled out my pen I soon as I puffed it I started coughing I felt the difference god it was strong. while I was feeling pity for myself tears started to come out at that moment ruby came out and i tried to wipe them away he sat by me and he hugged me "let it all out" he said i just cried quietly "I'm sorry i failed yall I just wished there was something I can do so I can take him out of the santos" you said "you didn't fail anybody so don't blame yourself it's not only your fault." he said there was silence and then i got out of the hug and wiped my tears and smiled "anyways lets change the subject, I think it's very sweet that you are planning the quince for Olivia she is very grateful I am too I know I shouldn't let you plan it sorry that I'm a bother" I said " thx. And no