Charlie has been touring for two weeks with the xFactor now. I really miss him.
Like crazy.
I can't wait to see him.
I really, really miss him.
Oh god. Dating him sucks, he's always away, I know he has to, and he wants to, it's him dream and I'm not getting in the way of that. But the fans. All the female attention. I can't. Of course I'm going to get jealous. I know he chose me, but I don't want to get any hate and I don't want to ruin his career. Oh someone help me.
I fell asleep at about 8:20pm or something and woke again that night at 9:40.
I see tweets from all the boys.
"@StereoKicks Nottingham you were amazing tonight🙌 We love you! #StereoKicksArmy❤️ Touring is incredible! - Charlie and Tom"
I favourite and retweet, then reply.
"I'm so proud of all of you❤️ I love you Charlie❤️"
About 10 minutes later, it gets a favourite from the band account. Then you receive a text from Charlie.
"Hey beautiful, I miss you so much! But I can't wait to see my girl💞 I love you😘💕"
I smiled like crazy as I read this.
I reply, "Aw baby🙈, I miss you and love you more💕I also can not wait to see you!💕 Have fun touring babe❤️"
!NOTIFICATION! -
@charliejsongs tagged you in a photo on Instagram.I click it and it's loads with a photo of you and him from when you were in primary school. The caption read "look what I've found🙈 I love you y/n💕"
I hurriedly click the like button, and comment "aw😳 I love you too💕"
You wait for less than a minute for the comments to flow in...
There were several comments like: "aw", "cute", "love u" and "follow me" and then...
The dreaded, occasional:
"What?! Who is she", "nooo." And other things like "what a bitch" and a few hate comments. But a little less than I expected.I sent a text to Charlie saying, "well I didn't expect that baby😳💕"
He instantly replies, "it's cute right🙈💞 and ignore the hate comments okay princess?💕"
I blush hard and think, "princess!?" Then secretly fangirl inside as I read that.
Smiling, I write back, "very cute😘 and😳 I will try baby🙈💕"
He replies after a few minutes, "okay babe💕 I love you lots💕 but I have to go now, I only got a quick break for the interval, we are back on soon💕 sleep well if I don't speak before you got to bed❤️"
I read this immediately and reply quick, "I love you too💕 and okay, well good luck, and have fun babe💕 and okay, you too🙈💕"
I see the message has been read, no reply. I smile at the message one last time and lock my phone. Place it on the side, roll over and hug my duvet tight, because it's the only thing I can hug. I sit up against my pillows and feel lonely.
After a few minutes. I rush to my feet and run over to my door, and hunt for the jumper he gave me, that should be hanging on the back of the door.
FOUND IT.
I pull it over my head, which leaves my hair in a mess.
It smells of him.
I look in the mirror and my hair makes I look like a bit of a hobo. I grab a bobble and put it up into a messy bun.
I grab my phone, and open up snapchat; I take a photo of me in his hoody, to send to him with the caption, "I love your jumper💕" then I press send.I think that waiting up for him, may be tiring and a possible waist of time because he will be knackered right?
I go downstairs and grab some food, make myself a hot chocolate then sit and watch youtube in my room, until I fall asleep again.
A/N sorry about this, just a filler I suppose, it's cute though, right? Comment what you think👍 or👎☺️💕 - hollie x
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Loves a Risk // A Charlie Jones Fan Fiction
FanfictionFan fiction based on Charlie Jones.