Chapter five

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We booked a flight back to Italy ad left the Netherlands as soon as possible. The first stop as soon as we landed was the studio where usually Ben stays. ,,Ready to do this?" Lisa said while looking at me ,,I guess so", we entered the studio where we found Ben ,,hello Ben" I say ,,girls why are you back so early, the Eurovision isn't over yet" ,,umm Ben we have to talk". I explain to him everything, ,,so you giving up singing?" ,,it's only a break" I said kinda in a low voice, „only a break huh? I'll give you a day to rethink it again and by the end of tomorrow we will discuss this again” Ben says looking more serious then ever I sigh „fine ,we'll see, goodnight" I say and left the studio. When I get home I quickly have a shower and go to bed without talking to any of the girls. I didn't sleep all night, I tried to but the words of Ben kept coming back into my mind.
I wake up the next morning feeling more exhausted then ever, I look at the time it was way too early for Lia and Lisa to wake up so I made myself to the kitchen to make myself some coffee and go straight to my room, I spent the whole morning in bed I didn't really feel  like doing anything. I hear a knock on the door it's Lia, „ hey girl good morning” „morning” „have you thought about what you're going to do?” she asked" „ I don't know" I say truthfully while looking at her „ I guess we'll wait and see, now let's go eat something". We go downstairs to make some breakfast, I didn't feel like eating but I guess I had to have something, „so any plans for today?" „no not really" we eat breakfast I go to my room again where I spent the rest of the day.
It was time to meet with Ben and I still didn't have an idea what am I going to do, we got there we see Ben and sit down to talk „girls I have something to tell you it's more of a opportunity” he seemed too excited „what is it?" All of us ask at the same time „ you guys can perform with Maneskin as a band" „wait what?" „yes and I already signed the contract" „ No this- this can't be happening" „wait, you don't want it?" „ ofc not, how can you work with the person you hate the most" I say getting angry „y/n think about it, it's not that bad he will do his job and you will do yours, that's it", I storm out of there boiling with anger, how can he do this?, How can he just accepted without asking us? How he actually sign the contract without any hesitation? Why are all of these happening to me?
I ended up in front of a bar, I got in and ordered a drink qnd second and third and I don't remember how many after that,I never drink that much but in that moment I needed it, I got drunk pretty quickly and after a bit I heard a familiar voiceI was already angry because of him but now I can take out the anger on him.



Hey guys hope you are enjoying it so far but from here it's gonna get a lil interesting😏 .
And sorry for not publishing as much I'm kinda lazy 🤭❤️

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