Cottagecore love

The beginning

He left.

I was alone again.

My friendgroups were never big. I never felt like they really liked me, or that I even fitted into their world. It is like filling in a test without having a single clue on what it is about.

I sighed and looked back outside of my window. The sun was going down already. The light fell upon my face. I closed my eyes and thought for a second. "What is holding me back?" "What is making me live the way that I am living right now?"

The answer was clear to me. Nothing. But to achieve my goal, I had to change something. So far in life, I had been average. I had always followed rules, always tried to fit in, always got good grades. But somehow.. I was done with that.
I wanted something new.
Something different.

So why not travel? I've always wanted to visit and see new places but I never could because I was stuck on responsibilities. But now? My school's semester was close to done. I just had one more week.

I was ready to leave everything behind, start over. I wanted to go somewhere, but I wasn't sure where yet. I always wanted to go to Island, looking at the beautiful glaciers and the beautiful natural water heaters.
But then again, it would be lovely to go to somewhere warmer aswell, like Spain!

I wasn't sure where I wanted to go, but I knew what I wanted to do and that helped. I've always felt a bit lost here anyway. And for the first time since awhile,
I had something to look forward too.